Wednesday, December 13, 2006
6:50 PM
currently listening to : I wanna be with you-徐婕儿 & Xu Hui Xin's Wei ni si mi lu(lost in Venice)
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Why do i always need to force myself to break into a smile when i see you? I hate it when it happens. Don't say i'm thinknig too much now. For I'm not.It's time to think about it once and for all and stop this nonsense. I want to face you and not feel this way anymore. NEVER. =[ And stop questioning why.
One last paper left on friday. Fundamentals of Food and Beverage. In short, FB.FUN. How fun can it really get when all you do is memorize facts. Tons of facts. Hehe. Fun.....*rolls eyes* Sigh. Jia you Rena.
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Random:
-I'm not one who will make first moves.For once i hoped i was more initiative.
-I've been staring at the phone for the whole day, scrolling down my contact list, wondering who should i call.
-I'm feeling ditsy. No. It's not the pms. =.=
-I'm repeating two songs over and over again. One of which i hope i can sing out loud. LOUD. t spells exactly how i'm feeling.
-I kinda regret not going to Stephy's house.
-I love Venice.
-The things i always hope for to happen, doesn't. Why?!
-It's something so simple to say, but i can't bring myself to say it.
-I'm beginning to doubt. And when i have doubts, it just ends here. Sigh.
-I'm jaded.
-This is shit, because I'm feeling this way due to something stupid. And I know it's stupid.
Rite, enuff i guess. My mind's in a whirl. Meeting Daryl later. Go pay for his stuff at Loyang Point. Sigh. Good time to take mind off stuff. He asked at the right time.
I WanNa be HAPPY. It's dat simple. =(
some hearts are meant to be broken;;