Wednesday, September 28, 2005
4:57 PM
Results are out for most subjects. Sighx...A combination of As, Bs and Cs...pengx diao...Math i got a lot of careless mistakes!!! T.T very bloody disappointed. Let's see how horrendous it is...
English-B
Chinese- A2 (O lvl de~)
Math-B3 (dui~~~~2 more marks jiu A!!!CAreleSs arh!!! T.T)
Sciences-B3 (Chem hai wo de!)
Combine Humans- C5 (kns!can? 55/100 is lyk shyt.31/50 for SS. 24/50 for History. Mei you du shu de jie guo jiu shi fail History =X~)
see lar...u tabulate urself lar! kaox. T.T Results is lyk shyt can? Kns!!!!! kns!!!!! T.T Nvm...i shall let myself brood over my own lousy results for only today. As from tmr, it's the As i'll be aiming for Os!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!~ -.- Stayin at school library do math papers tmr after sch... -.- Coffee anyone?
-gone~
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
7:47 PM
Prelims ends today...results would be announced tmr. Urgh. Whatever. Bo mood.
Hmm, back from pool at Pavilion wif friends. Truthfully, i didn't really enjoyed myself. I'm feelin fuckin irritated inside. Met some sec 5 ppl,Yuxiu and some of last batch's Ncc girls...Damn. Yuxiu asked me a qn i didn't want to answer. Sigh. T.T After dat wo jiu kai shi low diao le....sigh. Wei she me hui zhe yang!!!!! T.T...At this moment in time, i feel like bursting into tears. *weep*
I would need to find some stuff to occupy myself with starting from tmr after school...STudy at home? Hur~hur~ZzzZzzz~ I wanna go Starbucks slack one of these days....who wanna pei wo???? =(
Exchanged some msgs wif Xing Yi jie today...hmm, jie, nvm k? One failure doesn't mean will never succeed de! Jia you!!! Ni xing de!!! =) Bu yao shang xin~( i lend u my shoulder, if you don't mind dat it's pretty bony now...=p)
Jing tian,wo kan dao hen duo dui qing lu, hao tian mi~ Zhen xing fu~rang wo gan dao zhen xing suan~ =( Wo de xing zhong chu xian le ling yi ge ba hen~Mei ren ke yi mi bu wo de guo cuo, mei ren neng liao jie wo xian zai de gan shou...Wo hao xiang zuo yi ge na de qi fang de xia de nu ren.Dan shi, zhen de hen bu jian dan~ T.T Ying wei,wo zhi dao, wo xian zai hai zai deng dai zhe~ T.T Wo zai deng dai yi ge yong yuan bu hui fa shen de meng~ T.T
[i'm still living in his shadows of light]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Monday, September 26, 2005
7:40 PM
Hmm...another Monday...Blah blah...went to Whitesands Mac to study wif Stephy,Zhiyi, Sebas and Isaac after my paper today....lala~ Kp. Some primary school kiddos got onto our nerves...*STare* (hee...den dey diam diam don dare look at me). Lol~ I guai kia! I not ah lian horx! I stare cos they very nosiy hor! I'm guai kia!!! =X They really very noisy lor.... -.- Meridian JC guys beside em also diaox dem ....=p
Didn't have mood to study for tmr's MCQ, dunno wot to study...flip thru Chem and Phy book nia...sighx. Last paper le!!! Woot. I'm gonna go have some fun tmr wif friends. I wanna go chill!!!! I want to forget stuff! I wanna play my ass off and then chiong study starting from Sat...hur~! Sianx. Tmr's paper from 7.45am to 8.45 nia....den go home orh orh a while...-.- after dat den drag myself outta the house. -.- Lol. Anybody can pei wo from my house to tampines tmr??? -.-
I tink i'm gonna be half deaf soon~ sighx. I keep blasting my mp3 player very loud these days, den i realised yesterday that one of my ear's lyk..block lidat sia! Den after dat drink water jiu hao le....=.=.Weird neh. I looked at myself in the mirror today and stared at myself lyk nobody's business when i got home. Sho many ppl said i shou dao ke pa....including close friends who see me everyday. Even my aunt suspected that i tio some disease of some sort.Den say i skinny ka very ugly,wif long hair summore worse...T.T..Nono....i'm not bulimic! I'm not!!! Sighx. Jus don have wei kou to eat...i have to force myself to finish one bowl of rice every night nowadays. Chi bu xia... I seriously don't know what's happening to me. Don't have wei kou to eat, jiu eat less, eat less den jiu get gastric. Now some of my jeans and skirts also seem too loose le... -.- Keep having headaches frequently as well. WTF is happening to me.
Sigh, i shall dedicate this song to myself today to cheer me up!Kept listening to it for the past few days. I'm falling more and more in love with Delta Goodrem's singing....Lol...this is for me!
Be strong....it's my source of support...for now,dat is....=) Pay attention to the lyrics. It's pretty meaningful...
Be strong
Are you swimming upstream in oceans of blue?
Do you feel like you're sinking?
Are you sick of the rain after all you've been through?
Well i know what you're thinking when you can't take it.
You can make it.
Sometime soon i know you'll see
'Cause when you're in you're darkest hour and all of the light just fades away.When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of grey.'
Well hang on, and be strong.
We're taking each steop one day at a time.
You can't lose your spirit.
Let live and let live forget and forgive.
It's all how you see it and just remember, keep it together.
Don't you know you're never alone.
'Cause when you're in your darkest hour and all of the light just fades away. When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of grey.'
Well hang on, and be strong.
No you're not defeated and soon you'll be smiling once again.
Then you won't have to feel it. Let it go with the wind
Time passes us by and know that you're allowed to cry.
'Cause when you're in your darkest hour and all of the light just fades away. When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of grey.
Well hang on, and be strong...
Tata ppl~
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Sunday, September 25, 2005
11:48 AM
^Things passed by so quickly, i can't catch up...^
I'm in a state of confusion and i'm not feelng any better. Sighx. Lemme recap....
Friday,23/9/05....
Wb's b'day! Qian and I accompanied him go eat lunch at Pasta, pool, den go starbucks...ERh....den Wb stomachache,so gotta pei him go home for a while!Qian got tuition...sho he gotta go..T.T *He pangseh me!!!* T.T Wakaka....WAtched Final Fantasy Advent Children at his house...So cute! Omg...I love Cloud...*don jealous*. Sho handsome lar!!!! *drools* But it's graphics....-.- If real lyfe got dis type of person jiu hao...sho shuai. Lol! I didn't know what the whole story was about cos we kip on skip here and skip der de. Oi! Wb! Nxt tyme lemme watch whole thingy hor!!! =p...
Proceeded to Tampines for movie after resting at his house...Hmm, dunno why dis few days keep on tou yun....Sighx. Something's wrong wif mie....WAtched Brothers Grimm....Hmm. At first hor, i watch the starting blur blur de neh..dunno wot they tokin about. However towards the middle part jiu understand le...Not bad lar. Go catch it if ya got extra cash..=D
After dat jiu go home le...sighx. It was a dreadful journey home...and ppl kept starin at me. Bloody. Nver see girl before ah!!! -.-
Saturday, 24/9/05
Woke up bout 2.30. Seh diao. Hainx, i found my pillow wet wet de when i woke up. NOno! Not drool hor! Hmm...woke up jiu jue de *low*. Do everything also bo mood. Sigh. I also dunno why i'm feeling this way. I feel so empty inside.*Slap!* If i know jiu go wif stephy and gang go sentosa suntan. Haiz, better than stay home fa dai,fa dai till cry, cry till tired, tired till slp. Slp le wake up...go online chatx. Wanna do art, do a while jiu pek chek. Bloody. And something made my mood meter drop further. I saw someone's nick.Sigh. Very guilty. Wei she me wo zuo de shi dou shi cuo de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wei she me!!! T.T
Kns. Rena Rena, ur lyfe sucks.
Sigh. Ppl go out have fun, u stay home tio *low* Wth. Sighx. Chatted wif Isaac online...den he see me ke lian, offered to go out pei wo...Lol. Thanks bro...Sowi cannot pei ni go gym...^.^ another time bah...In the end we met at 7pm....go played pool at pavilion den go Mac makan.Mei wei kou..I not pale lar...Ish the light i tink....lol. I admit i got fa dai. Lol! Met quite a few ppl, lyk Ahmad, Lester, Kuan Yuan, Bjorn. They gave weird stares when they saw us together. Ah. Whatever. As long as we know things are not what it seems to be jiu gou le. Sigh! Talked for quite a bit...by the time i reach home jiu bout 11+ le....Sighx. Ping ming de watch tv...so i won't tink sho much. Bloody hell. Had weird dreams again. -.- This time around, it was about someone's blog entry. -.-...
I mish Xing Yi jie and Yi Rong so much suddenly. Sigh. I wanna meet em soon! But their promos will end only by 7 Oct. T.T
Sunday(today!),25/9/05
Today think gotta chiong my art and study for PoA mcq. Nobody's home again. Sigh...
^wo tu ran hen xiang li kai zhe li,qu dao yi ge hen yuan, hen yuan de di fang^
^wo zhen de hen lei le^
*sobs*
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Thursday, September 22, 2005
6:32 PM
I had a dream last nite. I dreamt i had loads of insects crawling on me. Bloody hell. Scared the shyt outta me when i woke up. *goosebumps* Sighx. Pesticide anyone? Bad dreams have been haunting me over the past few days...I need a dreamcatcher.=X *hint* *hint*
Somebody asked me a question i didn't want to answer today. Bytch. You bloody fuckin did it on purpose did you?! Knn~ The convo went lyk dat:
Somebody:Rena!!! (came running towards me) You ok???(looked at me sweetly and smiled)
Rena:Ya. I'm fine
Somebody:Don't worry lar...he won't lyk you for long de and just try to move on ok..Cheer up ok? (as if i care if whether he lyks me or not...bloody kns)
Rena:Oh. ok
Somebody: Smile ok? I gotta go...i'm meeting ______(bf's name) now...we goin to watch movie!!!!He waiting for me..bye!!! Cya nxt wk! (wotever~)
Knn! Say all this still gimme one fuckin smirk on ur face! Wat's dat suppose to mean man! What are u fuckin implyin!? Won't lyk me for long?! I never tot of getting together with him. Not now, and never! Urgh!!!!! You'll be the next target on my dart board. I'll make sure u'll get holes over ur shyt face. *boils!!!!* *aaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!* *wo qi si le!!!!!* T.T T.T.....Stephy darl....i tink....i need ur fruit and ice cream....T.T
Quarrel wif mummy yesterday at 11+ pm.(when i was about to go to bed -.-) She said i don't care about her. She said daddy always go fishing dont care about her.Say daddy go fishing jiu drink, she don't lyk. Sigh. She said....she raise me up so long....den now i lyk dat treat her she very disappointed. She said i side wif daddy. What i did wrong man! I cried straightaway. She accused me. Fine. I wanna pei her go shopping, she says she needs to work. Daddy wanna accompany her during weekends, she go play mahjong. Mummy play mahjong, daddy either go play mahjong too, or go fishing & drinking. I'm always home alone, left by myself facing the four walls of the house. I didn't want to complain because i knew my parents had to work. She said when i grow older, i'll drink, i'll smoke, i'll mix around wif all those hooligans. WTF. I'm her own daughter and she says dat of me?!She ming ming noe i hate smoke,still say i nxt time will go smoke under influence. How the hell should i feel about that!? So wot now, i'm not a good daughter. Fine. Wo bu xiao. All my fault. I can't keep my family together. Right, in the end, i cried myself to sleep. Shyt me.
I'm looking forward to next week's class BBQ on Fri. I need a breather. Urgh. @#$*&!
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
6:05 PM
Shyt. I didn't managed to finish my math paper 2. WTF... Left 3 or 4 parts emptie~Didn't have time to finish lar! T.T There goes my prelims results....down the lang gao....*saddened*
Fever subsided a little...Now feeling a little queasy....(-.-)" Mama cook bu tang,ask mi look after den i tio scalded when i tried to shift the stewpid pot...Sighx, things just don't go right for me, do they?! sigh.
Xinning came over to my house to pei wo..we talked loads..sighx...Thank you girls for keepin me company dis few days...I needed someone to face at home dis week. I guess i won't be able to tahan being home alone when so much things has happened in such a short time. I will start crying when i'm alone and start thinkin bout all those stuff again...And guess what. I did. After she left.*SLAP!* I got to wake up before i fall into it deeper!In fact, i literally gave myself a tite slap when i started harbouring foolish tots today. (you're not the only one who's strugglin with awful feelings...i am,too.)
Prelims are coming to an end....I'm happy, but on the otherhand, i'm worried, for when prelims end, i would need to indulge in something else to keep my mind off things before the big Os arrive...
Hmm, pls congratulate me on being able to finish one bowl of rice today....=x
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
3:56 PM
I was upset when i read the tag on his blog. I hope things will stop here for now. He's not a useless bf. I swear. I tink when his friends read those tags, they must have tot i was the one who was unreasonable and influenced those ppl who tagged to think that way.Sigh.And anyway, i never tot it was her fault, and i will never tink it was. I doubt he got wot i meant. But suan le bah...now ppl also think i very bitchy. Let em think wot they want to.I'm used to hearing unpleasant comments about myself already. BLAH...WOTEVER...FUCK OFF....OKOK. Enuff....but i hope everything will end here. FULL STOP!!!!
To Mr ^unknown^:
GET OFF MY BACK!
Who do you tink i bloody am?! Fuck lar...I'm not the type of girl u want to go out with. Tink wot! I change bf everyday lyk change clothes lidat isit!!! Bloody hell. I'm sorry, i'm definitely not interested in guys who are younger than me, and i'm not interested in getting a boyfriend at the moment. Morever it's you!!! Knn~ Wot the hell man....say wot...save a damsel in distress. my foot lar! kP..Don't make me have goosebumps can?!.. AND IT'S NO USE WAITING, FOR I'M BLOODY NOT INTERESTED AND ASK UR FUCKING FRENDS TO SHUT THEIR ASS UP AND STOP WAITING AT THE BUS STOP OUTSIDE MY HOUSE!!! Now i've to explain to my dad. YOU GOT ME INTO DEEP SHYT. FUCK OFF.
*hmph* sorry....
Wee~ went shopping wif my gal friends....lala....i tink i spent too much.=X My way of distressing....so i shall claim it from mummy~~~=p
BB~
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Monday, September 19, 2005
3:26 PM
I guess, all courage is lost. I've lost myself, as in, i don't know who i am anymore. But, i'll not give up....I'll continue to look for the real me. It's a new beginning. =)
To ace:
I didn't want to say this, but if i keep it to myself, i guess i'll feel worse. I despise you. As in, I despise how u can say that I'm the one for you when things were better and now, you can say it to another. Get wot i mean? I guess, you really don't know what you want. Who you really need. Perhaps everything is just all so wrong. I feel like i'm just someone who has crossed your path at the wrong place, at the wrong time. Perhaps one who has just crossed your path when you got rejected by her that few months ago. Maybe you needed someone to give you the sense of love. As love for you to her, has been disregarded, you needed a part of love to be returned to you. I still remember the trip to City Harvest church last yr, when you felt down when jie told you something about her accepting you if you asked her another time. You could have a chance to win her back, but i guess, my foot was laid into your life at the wrong time, causing you to lose the chance to be with the one whom you really needed. I guess, life's been making fun of you. You've been a fool who has been going round in a circle, looking for the "one" and now, you're back into square one, finding urself in the same love trap you were in a few years ago.. And which ever god above that has put us together, has made me a bigger fool by laying me into your hands when you needed someone. I'm sorry i have to feel this way. But i'm speaking from the bottom of my heart as i type out this entry. The thing is, I want to cry...but i guess, when i tink back and recalled telling you about giving us another chance, i feel stupid and weak. I don't want to feel this way anymore. You can't blame me for feeling that as if you cheated on me. For if you did this to any other girl, she'll feel the same way too. YOu said i was selfish. But now, i tink you're the selfish one. You don't want to tell her, not because you don't want to like her. It's because you fear rejection once again. Prove me wrong. You can say you loved me, say whatever you want, but to me, all the memories we once had...all those sweet memories i tot i could keep after the breakup, are all filled with another shadow. The shadow of her...I feel as if she has been a part of us all along...and all these memories, i can't afford to take them with me, for it hurts too much. I'm sorry for feeling this way. I really am. I want to meet you on Friday with an open heart and not keep these tots within me even till then. Really. For we are good friends, i want you know what's in my heart and what you should learn from these moments we've shared for the past year or so. I want the best for you, just like you want the best for me. I'm not trying to put you down, ace. No. That's not my intention, and it will never be.
Dear friends:
I thank all of you who's given me support throughout this rough journey. I thank you for being there when i needed someone to talk to. I guess, all will stop here for now....I need some peace and quiet in this new journey where i find my new self. =)
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Sunday, September 18, 2005
6:12 PM
I know the ultimate reason. And i shall take things into my stride. I've never experienced this feeling before. Now i know what's the meaning of, "if you love someone, let him go, if he comes back to you, it's meant to be."
I guess, this love story has never been about us, not only about me and him. It's about someone else too...Right ace? Hey brother, you know ur feelings best ok. It's been 3 fucking years. 3 long years!!!! Be true to your own feelings. Perhaps, i should have known better when we first got together, that maybe, i shouldn't have taken a step into your life at all. I've learnt a painful lesson. I really have.I'm not such a wonderful soul as you make me out to be. I'm just a girl you see on the streets who's looking for a fairytale in my life. I've found one, and i've lost it. It was too expensive, and i guess, i'm not worth it. Ace, you've made a difference in my life. You made me know what love is really like, and now, you'll make me experience, what real friendship between us will be like in this Next episode of my life. I've lost a loved one, but i've gained a friendship that will last forever. =) Cheers my good friend.
I want to be true to myself. Although i really feel cheated, i want to lay this chapter as an important part of my life. i will let it go. I WILL.
Dear friends, don't blame Ace. For i've also a part to play..I tried to hold him back. Hoping he'll come back to me, but, i guess, i've failed, miserably.He's not a jerk, he's not a bastard. He's an angel who has made me experience the ups and downs in life. Really. I'm not saying all these to comfort myself. I'm speaking from the bottom of my heart. You may think i'm ridiculous for being thankful to someone who has cause me such a heartbreak, but for these are my true feelings, i don't care what you people think anymore.
I may not be the same Rena anymore. But i will pick up the pieces, and i promise you Ace, give me one month to find my true self. And when we meet in one month, it'll be a new Rena you'll be facing....=) and hope ur pocket won't burn....for it'll be time to give me treats. LOL.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Saturday, September 17, 2005
12:59 PM
i fell too hard....just too hard. I can't take it anymore. I feel weak to do anything else. I lied. I want to sleep these few days away. Oh God. Please, take me away from these moments of torment. I can't feel my heart beating. I can't breathe. I can't. I want to take a walk. Just a walk i'll never need to turn back.
[Ps: jie...i tried...but i can't.]
Don't ask if i'm alright, for you know i really am not. Don't ask if i'll be ok, for i won't be ok. Don't persuade me to smile, for my smiles are not sincere anymore and my smiles are just covering up the real me inside. Don't ask me to take a step out of my house, for in this moment in time, wherever i go will bring back memories i can't erase. Don't ask me to stop crying, for my tears are running deep and i can't control them. Don't ask me to move on, for i'm trying hard but i doubt i can. Don't ask me to focus on studies, for i want to, very hard to concentrate. Why don't you try doin the things you ask me to do if you were me? Don't assume things will be alright. Let me tell you, things will not be ok.
I did a lot of thinking. Perhaps i'm really not one who's suitable to commit. My courage is all gone. If this chapter ends, perhaps it'll be the best and the last. For to me, i can't afford to get hurt again. The broken pieces are everywhere and even time may not be enough for me to pick them all up. I'm like a vase, which once when broken, no matter how you try to piece them together, won't be the same like before anymore. It's lost all value.
[Ps: i'm not saying all these to make one feel guilty. It's how i really feel deep inside, and i'd rather not hide it.]
Ai yi jing bu hui zai wo de kong zhi zhi zhong. Ta hui yong yuan de xiao shi.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Friday, September 16, 2005
3:11 PM
We've separated temporarily, perhaps forever. No one knows what will happen. I'm lying if i want to say i'm not hurt. For the truth is. I'm broken up all inside. No words can describe my feelings. The memories of us being together kept replaying in my mind. Thinking about them just lets tears stream down my face. I've been cryin hard. I tot i could cry it all out and let it go. But i can't. It's hard. I can't seem to do it. The moment i step into my house today, i cried, alone. I think of us wherever i go. I cry at night. All night. I just seem to feel him around me wherever i went. In school, in the mall, at a fast food restaurant, at home. Everywhere.Everytime i tink about us, tears well up in my eyes. Everything drowns me now. I feel as if everything that has been built within this 1 and a half years has just fell down on me,hard. I tried hard to save it too. I know he's tired. I am as well. Perhaps its due to the frequent quarrels, feelings fade, love disappears. For a relationship, if two people share different needs for closeness or separateness and when arguements arise, there is no respect in each other's opinions and needs, everything would be gone. I guess, that was what happened to us.Perhaps, i've taken everything he has given to me for granted.That's why he's withdrawing. In two weeks time, we'll make a decision, for whether the chapter closes then or whether the story continues. I have no idea what's up for me next. I want to transfer all my sorrow into energy for studies. It's prelims now. I can't afford to be affected, i know it. But i can't seem to do it. SS for me today was terrible. I couldn't concentrate.
I need someone to talk to, but i know the people are not the ones in school. I'm sorry my friends, perhaps i need space. Don't probe and you'll already be doing me a great favour.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
2:53 PM
Help. I'm on the verge of giving up. Shytx. I feel as if i'm gonna crumble anytime.
(Ps: dear: i need my hug!!!Badly. T.T)
Got back my English prelims paper. B grade. Sighx. No improvement since mid yr. SS is lyk in two days time and the drive of studyin is still not there. I still have 5 chapters to complete. Art O level coursework is due on Thur. Fuck it. The last lap is indeed difficult to run...
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Monday, September 12, 2005
8:08 PM
Shytx. My shoulders are aching lyk hell.Crap...
First day of the last term liaox....Had difficulty wakin up in the morning...Urgh. Yesterday nite couldn't slp. Day started with a long speech by Mdm Cheng...tokin bout wot moving out exercise(which is of no concern to graduating classes -.-)..some prize givin....announcements...blah blah. (long assembly)Followed by an hour session in the hall listening to her again. Set targets....Bah. Waste of time. Ms Lye was absent. Half of the day in school's gone lyk dat. WTH.
Started on SS last nite....Read the first chapter of SS and fell asleep halfway thru. Lol. Tot i'd be able to complete at least 2 chapters by today....but i didn't make it anyway...=p Chiong study ah!!!! T.T
Dear's sick. Get well soon ok? Bad timing sia....Exams jus ended, vacations started and fell sick....Rest well...Muackies! I think i'm gonna fall sick soon too... My head feels heavy.... =.= BB~~~off to do my art....
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Friday, September 09, 2005
5:17 PM
Yippie!!!Bought mua Zen Neeon yesterday le!Got the orange coloured one... Woot. Went to Creative Co. at Jurong wif dear who's a Creative member.(xie xie ni pei wo qu. Somebody feels good to be a member wor? =p)..Lol. Special price for members wor! Original price was $329 but got it at $279. Lala~=D Quite impressed with the way they organised it for members. Had refreshments and all. And there were so many salespersons at ur service lor.Look at the cashier jiu noe le...Lol. I suppose they expected more ppl to turn up bah...Thur leh...ppl nid to work. Hmm, wonder if Nae managed to get into the 50 ppl queue for the sale of Neeon at $199 today. Lol. Queue overnight! Happy waiting bro...
Spent hours uploading mua songs to the player and now i can use it le!!!*Prances*
2 more days jiu sch reopen le...Sian 1/2. Prelims starts on the upcoming Friday. Sighx...Have no drive to start studyin yet. -.- I guess everyone around me has already started muggin. Statuses on MSN messenger buddies shows : "MUGGIN!" for a couple of ppl. *Faints*
Hao bu rong yi finish 5 sets of Math papers(including Cambridge paper), SS and His Qns. Seems very little right? But took "forever" to do them. Haiz. Left with the whole of Phy tys(which is impossible to finish during the hols) , POA worksheets(which i don't intend to touch until nxt week when i do revision for that) and my ART. Hate the tot of that. Urgh fuck...
Was slackin the pass 1 hr off surfin blogskins.com and tryin to find a new sitemeter for mua blog but to no avail. Stupid meter doesn't keep track of the counts properly. Once it reaches 1000, it reduces itself to 700+ ...-.- help~~~
I need something to munch on!!!Tidbits anyone?=p
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Thursday, September 08, 2005
12:12 PM
It's already Thursday...Wonder what av i been doin during this hols. Omfg. And i realise i still got one more math paper and the whole Phy tys to do. -.- Not to mention art. Another coursework of 5 pieces A3(double-sided, which makes it 10 sides) to do. Urgh!!! Guess my Saturday would be dedicated to art. Another day wasted. Haiz. Prelims are nearing the corner and i don't even have the mood to start studyin. ^Slap!^ God. I need someone to slap me awake and tell me i'm running out of time here! Guess i'll start studyin SS tmr after clearin my Math and Phy tonite. *faints*
I was on 3 yesterday on the way home and i overheard the couple behind me quarreling. They were talking about not being able to communicate with each other anymore. And hell, they've been together for 8 yrs. -.- WTH?! 8 years and they say they're unable to communicate with each other anymore?! God. I'm ashamed of myself for some reasons. The Mr boyfrien seemed to be in the difficult position when his gurl said, "If you find that even talkin here in the bus would bring u so much embarassment then breakup la! I make u paiseh what!" and ppl stared at him lyk he was an alien of some sort. -.- What kinda gurl lyk dat would say some thing so crude in front of so many strangers! I guess dat bytch should try being critisized in front of a large crowd to know how it feels being put down lyk dat. Bloody. Mr boyfrien diam diam and alighted at the next stop. Lala~
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
10:46 AM
Lala~I'm so proud of myself for today!!! Guess wot! I woke up at 10am leh!!! =p....Cummon, don't roll your eyes and say "so?". I aways wake up at 12 plus during hols one neh...=x
Went shoppin at Bugis wif Shihan darl~ Sho long never see her le!!Missed her loads. Go Bugis Junction and Bugis village gia gia till i leg pain seh...Met at bout 3+ and walked till 8+. Phew...Saw lotsa nice stuffie!!!But not enuff $$ to buy...=( But nvm!!! I bought quite a no. of stuff too...Bought a white charm bracelet which can glow in the dark($9.90), purple long skirt($10 great deal!!sho nice summore!), tribal necklace made of coconut shell($9)love it!!),helped dear buy Tough de pouch thingy($11), and took neos($10)!!!!God. look how much i spent. -.-
Was a glutton for the day...WARNING: korean food stall at Bugis adds lots of chilli to their suan la tang!Tampines one nicer =X!*hot*! Know somethin, my cousin told me this morn that chilli ups one's sex drive....ERPX! o.o"
Today guai, i stay home do hmk~lala...Tmr have art at 9am...Sian 1/2!Thur mebbe go wif dear buy mua mp3 player...Daddy sponsor!!!=D Friday till must chiong hmk and study....-.-
That's us!!!In the toilet zi lian...hehe...blur blur de. Chio bu beside me wor!
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Sunday, September 04, 2005
9:53 PM
yAwnZ. Woke up late today...Guess i'm tired out after tryin to rush out my cambridge paper and 2 sets of CHIJ paper yesterday nite till late...
Accompanied Wb for soccer wif his uncle's team today at Balestier H. Secondary. He scored 3 goals. Woot dear! ~Applause~ =D.But injured his knee a lil..Take care ah.. His enthusiasm for soccer ah.....i really nothing to say....=) Everywk aso so enthu bout soccer..I a bit jealous liaox..=p Shud go back to mua roller blading or tennis so i have some sport to be enthu about too...lolx~
Hainx, nothin much to blog bout le...Bye....Suddenly don feel lyk bloggin anymore...Sudden low. Tata~
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Friday, September 02, 2005
5:08 PM
Last day of the week. I need a long break. Serious. Too much things have happened. And again, i don't wish to talk about it...Sighx. I wonder what is this blog for now...I don't want to share it. I'd rather keep it to myself. I'm sorry. And lastly, don't ask. Thanks.
Bought "Lovers In Paris OST"...Was listening to the song,' ko jin ma', in Chinese, it's 'Huang Yan' (Lies). Fab song...Made me cry, and it's still playin over and over on my player. Gdbye~
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