;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE


DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

9:40 PM

WhooHOo~* the day has finally ended...sho fast Teacher's Day end le worx...heex. Wanna wish all teachers a happy teacher's day!!!

Had an early start this morning. Woke up bout 5am and prepared for school...yAwnZzz..I was practically draggin myself out of the bed lorx...Sho damn tired~ Didn't really slept well and my shoulders are aching and i'm down with a little flu. Wah seh...nan shou siax...Luckily the flu was gone in the afternoon.

Had the teacher's day celebration today...Performed a song and dance item(Superstar). The response from the lower sec was kinda pathetic..not much cheerin and stuff but when it came to the upper sec,there was lotsa cheerin and some also sang along. Great response there manx!

The concert was finally over and i was already dead beat by then. Went to the council room and lied on the couch in the SC room while waiting for Jordan. Nearly fell asleep man!Met up with him after dat and went to his house to wait fer him to get changed before going to Bugis....Took neoprints today...Look so "wawa"(doll-like)in the foto. Eyes extra big and bright,etc. Felt that it didn't really look like mi. Will post it on if i have the chance! Well, guess that's it fer this day of excitement. Tata~

Tata~signing off...tired le..ZzzzZzz

some hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, August 28, 2004

11:55 PM

Hmmx.it was a busy morning to start off. Had Co practise this morning and it was the first combine rehearsal for our SYF item!!Waah~ The song sho nice!!!heex.=X Well,skills are very important for this song. Waah...must practise lots le...slackin lots nowadays.Must jia you~~

Had to go for Teacher's day rehearsal today at bout 12.40.Hmmx...dunno why,today some councilors today like sho buay song lidat. See also sianx.Ruin my day arhx...Make mi bad mood also.Sux manx. Talk to them they dun answer,damn AP manx.Grr~*Jus makes my blood boil once talking bout this. Jus feel like givin em a thrashing manx.(dun wanna gib names lar,but these ppl are from my level de...)They got a damn f*cK#n attitude that i hate to the core siax.=X These ppl think they sho important lidat. Need help den speak nicely to you, don't need your help den treat ya like shit. Go to hell manx. Next time i 'yi ya huan ya'. They tok to mi i heck care them, see who win. Hmph!=X kekex. Haix, lotsa problems in the council nowadays. Can't take it anymore. Some ppl wan credit den resort to those stupid means to get the teachers' attention..blah...whteva! Hmmx...well, really hope can do somethin bout this. This can't go on manx. Still got next year to go lehx...haix. If all they wan is power and popularity arhx..council will dao bi arhx...Hmmx...i still think Co rox. One big family...heex.=)At least we're united and stuff lorx...sigh~* Well, gotta give and take...sho i ren! Hmmx...but if they cross the line,hehe, they wouldn't noe Rena to be who she is anymore.(muahahaha.=X. K nth)

Hmmx...here i am punchin on my key board...it's already gonna be 12 le..Hmmx..Jus done my english project...Phew...finally done...well,all my anger has been vented...heex.hmmx...guess that'll be all fer they day lorx...Or else i keep typing then i angry until punch my keyboard until spoil...kekex(fa leng~)k larx. Tata~

tata~signing off lex =D

some hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, August 26, 2004

10:08 PM

hey...hmmx...another day gone...yAwnZ~* well, din really managed to sleep well yesterday night. Kept waking up in the middle of the night,dunno y. Was kinda tired out today in school lorx...not enuff sleep worx..ZzzzZzz(snorex)

Lessons were as usual...Miss Jeanie Wong used one whole period talking to the class bout her slimming programme she attended. Keke...sho funni siax,slim wrap,steam bath,massage.haha. Hmmx..didn't manage to present the English thingy due to shortage of time...Pengx sia...yesterday nite do till sho late den never present....haix.Always lidat de lehx!

Had the singing telegram today...Aw manx. It sucked big time...! 4E1 was the first and only class today. Haix.The class didn't really cooperate when they were supposed to lorx...so Malu!!!Haix it jus suck!=S Still have two more classes tmr...Haix...next time go school must wear mask liaox...so paisei..~

The teacher's day rehearsal was after school today...Wah piangx...so tiring lorx...began rehearsing from 2.15 onwards after lunch till bout 6 plus....legs gonna break le..and my shoulders are aching like hell...Think it was maybe i din sleep well plus never rest much den lidat de lorx. Hmmx...Was longing for a massage after dat but aniwae....it was a long day lorx...Hmmx...guess tat'll be all fer the day. Tmr's Fri!!!yay!~* Tata!

Tata~*signing off lex...=D

some hearts are meant to be broken;;


10:08 PM

hey...hmmx...another day gone...yAwnZ~* well, din really managed to sleep well yesterday night. Kept waking up in the middle of the night,dunno y. Was kinda tired out today in school lorx...not enuff sleep worx..ZzzzZzz(snorex)

Lessons were as usual...Miss Jeanie Wong used one whole period talking to the class bout her slimming programme she attended. Keke...sho funni siax,slim wrap,steam bath,massage.haha. Hmmx..didn't manage to present the English thingy due to shortage of time...Pengx sia...yesterday nite do till sho late den never present....haix.Always lidat de lehx!

Had the singing telegram today...Aw manx. It sucked big time...! 4E1 was the first and only class today. Haix.The class didn't really cooperate when they were supposed to lorx...so Malu!!!Haix it jus suck!=

some hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

10:08 PM

Hey!~* my blog's back up again after sho long...hmmx...

Today was kinda a bad day lorx...It was the usual morning,reaching school early and stuff. Haix Jordan came to school quite late today and i managed to return him his house t shirt and he passed mi bac my autobio book today...Hmmx...Both of us kinda got all edgy and showed some attitude towards each other lorx..aiyox.I dunno larx. Things are going a little wrong for us these few days...Hmmx...-.-

Had our Phy test today...quite oki bah...All lesson were super boring...no mood today fer aniting...sighx.

Finally! Lessons were finally over and i proceeded to the new foyer for our teacher's day dance prac...not many ppl turned up at first actually. Excos were supposed to be all there by 3 but none were to be seen. Sighx...punctuality? one mark down manx...(i also always late de.. hmmx)Was kinda fed up lorx...cos kept changing the dance steps and stuff den couldn't get all the ppl to get together to complete it. Steph and Bernard was i/c...Steph's got sci practical sho i helped her "look after" the gals for a short while...Hmmx...things started to move on the right track after a while...

Practise...practise...joke...laugh...and soon 2 hours were gone. It was already 4.30 and met up with Jordan after that...Hmmx...He's goin to a movie tonite and was waiting fer mi...Haix. Felt sho bad. Thought of askin him to go off first but he waited sho long le so we jus left together lorx. He was frowning all the way. Haix. Dunno what happened. Maybe cos of this morning? i dunno. I wasn't in a very good mood either sho didn't speak up much.

Was kinda rushing lorx...as i didn't want him to be late fer his movie. Haix,dunno larx. Guess things aren't really the same as before anymore. Sometimes i jus feel so left alone lorx...i dunno why. Hmmx. It's like, u're with someone but you feel so empty inside...It's hard to describe.It's not that u don't love him/her anymore...Something is jus lacking which you jus can't figure out wht is it.

Hope things would turn out for the better lorx...Well, it'll be a brand new day after waking up tmr isn't it? =D

Well guess that's all fer the nite...gotta go bac to my math and poa now....tata...

tata~*signing off...


some hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, August 08, 2004

12:00 PM

Phew...i'm seein double manx...feeling so damn giddy now...must be because of the medicine i've jus taken...Oh well, have been sick the past few days sho didn't have the time to update fer bout more than 1 wk le...o ya...jus changed my blogskin...temporarily left the tagboard out till i've completed all the changing of colours in this blog. I'll decide where to fit the tagboard in after that...heex

Well,today was kinda boring...stayed at home the whole day...Got up in the morning and Aunt Peggie went thru some work with mi from 10.45 to bout 3 plus in the afternoon.Woo~that was long...She'll be 'monitoring' my work every Sunday from this week onwards...Since i dun have a tutor now...she'll be one for the year.Heex.

Sort of set up some ground rules fer myself now...I feel like i'm kinda slacking in my work now...and have some distractions when i'm set on finishing my work on time...Well,have to admit. The handphone is the No.1 distraction. So from now on, i'll try to switch off my hp whenever i'm doin some serious work. There are in total 3 ground rules i've aimed to commit to. Secondly is my time management. It's kinda goin off tune now...Will make it a point to pick at least a day after sch to revise thru my work and things i've learnt during that whole week. Preferably on Fri i guess, released early on that day. Will decide whether i'll do the revision on my own or with my friends or mayb Jordan? since his o's are coming soon. We'll see how newae. Thirdly, haix. not really a ground rule larx, but i want make it a point to make good my words. I've realised that at times, i don't manage to do things i've promised ppl or myself to do. Haix that's bad. It's been a long time since i did a reflection on myself. Sort of because of something which happened yesterday that i realised that my life is sort of going off track. I've not been myself the past few days when i was at home. Dunno why. I really want to put my words into action. Have learnt that in many of the leadership camps and courses i've attended. Where have all the leadership skills i've picked up gone to? Sighx.* This is really the time where i should pick myself up and get on track again! ^.^

Heex, must be wondering why am i suddenly sho guaix and all rite? Well, i dunno why i suddenly wanna make a change. Mebbe it's because of some stuff which have happened the past few days that let me realise all these lorx...

Oh well...hope i put these ground rules into action!

Hmmx. have been msgin Jordan fer the past few hours. Ahmad's at his house rite now and they're watching a soccer match. Hmmx...guys<--->soccer.heex.=P

"da jie" called and asked mi if i wanted to go watch the fireworks display tmr...Hmmx...sobx..wanted to but i can't. Sick and mum wants mi to stay home. Well, It's fer my own good...Next time mebbe. ^o^

Alrite! Guess that's all fer now! gdnitex...real giddy and stuff now...

Signing off~*tata*

some hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

10:03 PM

*was a terrible morning...* soar throat got a lil worse...Hmmx.Same old routine, reached school and sat there revising my POA. YaWnZzz~ Fa dAi~* Well, there was jus sumthing weird bout Jordan this morning..wasn't his usual cheerful self. Talk to him then he gave short replies. Hmmx...dunno what's wrong...Worried...hope he's okie. Got something i had to do so walked off after that.

Lessons were damn borin manx...haix.Blah blah blah...lessons lessons and more lessons. Crap.

Had 3 meetings at a go this afternoon straight after being released from lessons. Managed to grab a bite before going to COCM meeting newae. Met up with my Chemistry teacher after that to ask her bout some chemistry stuff which i didn't really understand. Went home after that...

Well...sickening lorx...haix...Mum suddenly asked me," ya got bf not arhx?" out of the blue...aw manx...she asked me yesterday too...den tell me lotsa dao li..this and dat....
ah..wasn't really paying much attention to her.

Hmmx...well...tat's all fer today then...tata..

signin off ^.^

some hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, August 02, 2004

9:33 PM

Sniff* Sniff* caught a flu and dun feel well nowx...~* hmmx...think will sleep early tonite lorx...

Well,had the blues when i woke up in the morning today...it's Monday(this explains why). BrRrR~* it was raining in the morning and i was practically freezing the whole day...Sitting under the fan and near the window in class summore....(should explains why i caught a cold now~)

Wasn't really paying attention during POA lessons today...don't like POA.Maybe it's because of my POA teacher lorx...dun like her...sux. Started on Bad Debts today and it wasn't that bad lorx...better than Net Profit and Gross Profit calculations...total *blur* bout this two manx...Dunno how...haix. =(

Went for CO mentoring today. It's infuriating manx...some of them really AP man(won't reveal names can only tell you it's the upper sec ppl lorx...)ARrgh~*makes my blood boil jus talkin bout it siax. Hmmx..gonna have a COCM meeting tmr...gonna raise this issue up. Tmr's gonna be kinda a long day. Gotta meet Ms Wong straight after school concerning the National Day celebrations on Fri and gotta go fer lunch before attending the COCM meeting at 2.40pm in the AVA.Goodness!Another place where i'll shiver like siaox...wah piangx..

Hmmx..met up with Jordan soon after my mentoring and after his dissecting session...Went home soon after...Snifff* SnIFf*tat's all fer today...nothing special...

Tata* Signing off~*

some hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, August 01, 2004

10:00 PM

*bEeP*beEP* my alarm went off in the morning at bout 8am but i slammed it off and went back to sleep and woke up bout 9.30am...wAs noT reALi tired but didn't want to get out of my cosy little nestling~ heex..=P OINKX* bleahx...kekekx. Well, my project meeting was cancelled last minute to some reasons and in the end,i went out with my mum to get a new pair of black shoes at Bata~ Bloody...mum wanted to me take it along with me as she wasn't goin home...and so wasn't i...well...she could have actually left it in the car...Aw nvm...=|

Hmmx...went out with Jordan to Raffles Mac where we often meet there and do hmk...Lotsa work to do actually but managed to complete most of it the night before. Gonna have my Chemistry quiz and maybe our POA surprise test would be tmr...STudy jus in case...heex. Hmmx...hung out till bout 7pm and went home after that...

Hmmx..tmr would be another long day newae,well that's all fer today then...

Signing off!~* tata!~*

some hearts are meant to be broken;;