;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Thursday, June 30, 2005

9:47 PM

30/6/05...Had Chinese O level exams oral. Damn. Had a little of a stuttering during the convo. See the China male examiner i buai song. See the female examiner,i smiled. The passage was ok. Read 2 words wrongly though..Sob. Topic for convo was (1) concerning the Singapore idol competition, (2)Communication between teens and elders. Bah...it's over anyway. No comments.*low*


Headache. Tata~
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Monday, June 27, 2005

7:29 PM

Help me!!!My back is aching lyk crap. Damn. I feel lyk an old woman. Urgh! First day of school made me so tired le~ wonder how would the remaining days turn out to be lyk. -.-


Changes are made during this term. Extra lessons would be held from nxt week onwards. Everyday till 4+, 5 o'clock. Kaox. I'll need rest badly. Thinking about the extra lessons make me feel even worse. Friday's Pe is pushed back. 4.20 till 5.30 pm. Bloody hell~ Stupid arrangement. Recess is extended by 5 min. Doesn't make much difference. New teachers in the school...and Mr Goh is made PERMANENT. I don't give a damn,he doesn't teach me anyway. =p Major changes? No, that's not all. There will be more to come our way........-.-"


Tests and assignments lined up for the week.NOt forgettin tons of hmk. Urgh! Fuck.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Sunday, June 26, 2005

1:43 PM

Watched Initial D yesterday night!

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Woot! Initial D was good. The long awaited movie is up on screens, finally! Wahaha. Bet Xinning must be very happy. =D Hehe. First movie show that Jay Chou is starring in. Well, still thinks his acting skills are kind of unatural, guess he still suits singing better... Ha. But the show is a feast for girls' eyes. All hearthrobs!!!Edison,Shawn,Jay! Waah~ O.O Hehe.=p.The set was full of Jap de wei dao~Filmed in Japan where it originated from. The racing scenes were perfect and techniques of racing was awe strucking. Well, hey, this movie only isn't only bout quick spins,sharp bends and perfect drifting. Initial D is the story of a young man, Takumi Fujiwara, that was bred to be a touge master. Takumi's father, Bunta, made Takumi learn to drive by forcing him to deliver tofu in the wee hours of the morning. And these deliveries were made in an old toyota eighty-Six. A little love story was also injected into the story. Jay Chou first on screen kiss was dedicated to this movie...Haha...Jie Lun lovers, be prepared to see your idol being kissed on the set! Woot! =X guess i've said too much! Go watch the movie! Here's a link for ya to find out more bout the movie...
http://hk.initialdthemovie.com/index_en.html


Lalalala~Went to play pool at simei yesterday~Diaox. Kena trashed by Weibin. -.- He play how many times i play how many times!!I of course will lose la!! =p Kinda hooked on the game le...Whoops.


Today's the last day of my school hols!!! Dammit. One month gone lyk dat. Tmr's a new start! Must chiong liaox...Exams are around the corner. T.T


I've set up my sitemeter!
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Friday, June 24, 2005

3:56 PM

Last week of the hols gone with the wind~Freakin gosh. What have i done during the hols man? Lemme see, first wk-study camp. Second wk-presidential campaign thing,held up with cassandra,did a portion of work. Third week-watched Korean drama series,did another portion of work. Last week-Art from 8am to 5pm everyday. God. I've accomplished so little. Shytty me. Urgh,dammit. And hey, guess wot, i was in the process of "stoning" before i blogged. Goodness! Rena!!!*slaps herself*I shall stop wasting time from this moment on!!!=p


Was wondering what to blog on...Came across this particular person's blog.It's a girl by the way.She's attached to this guy in my level=S.Didn't know guys in my level were so eligible,don seem so to me.=X Ha!Hmm. Read quite a few of her entries. Without fail, when she mentions bout her boyfriend in her posts,it's always about her being angry at him. -.- Gawd. it's ALMOST EVERY POST you knoe??-.-"" Wonder how her boyfriend can stand her. She describes his apologies to her when she's angry as "sweet" . I'm on the verge of pukin. -.-
I dunno how to describe her. *goosebumps*.


Bloody. You know the meaning of "gong si fen ming not?!" Set a good example lady! U piss me off real bad.


Bye.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Monday, June 20, 2005

10:35 PM

"Lovers In Paris",
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a romantic Korean drama series that has kept me glued to the tv for 3 consecutive days to finish watching the 28 discs,each lastin bout 45 min. This film has indeed touched my heart deeply, making me swoon over their love story. Forget about "Qiu Tian De Tong Hua",forget about "My Sassy Girl". This film is full of surprises which can make you tear and can also make you smile from ear to ear. I loathe drama series that are draggy and unrealistic.This show not only let me feel how it is to be like in the actor's or actresses's shoes but also make me realise, love is not what i think it should be. Nevertheless, the breath-taking scenes of Paris is still the main attraction of the series. Love it.


I wanna get the OST of this drama!!!So Nice!!!!!!


The followin msg would only understood by You...yes you!! If you think u're the one i'm referring to! Hee!:
Well, read ur blog and talked it thru with ya today...hmm...know it's gonna be a very difficult decision for you to make. Like I told you, there are 2 problems to it. One,friends. Two,discipline master. So i guess u'll really have to know what to face if you accept him...=p. Well, it really doesn't matter how other people look at you as long as you think what u're doin is best for you.You're living for urself, not for others right? So do what u deem is right for you and decide on whether he is suitable for you okie? Don't let anybody's opinion of him sway your decisions. Nevertheless, tell him how u hope things will work out to be like. Tell him to change for the better and perhaps then,people around you will accept your decision and even raise 2 hands, 2 feet to strongly approve of you both being together!!!=D Ok. i shall stop preaching again. =p. Jia You!!!Think it through! I'll be here when u need me!Must eat medicine hor! Double dozage rmb!! ok. Lame~ =X


Hee, in a "lovey dovey" kinda mood after typin this entry...So here's two codes!


"Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love."'


"What is more important to you the love you share, the memories you have or the lover? Give love a chance to swallow you up. Don't just think it will happen in a instant, it will suprise you before you know it, but it will be the most rewarding experience you will ever have."


Tata~till nxt time!
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Sunday, June 12, 2005

9:54 PM

Booboo~back home now...Gosh. Time passed sho quickly. The 3 day 2 nite stay at his house seemed so short! T.T...Wondered how did we spend our time anyway..Hmm....lemme see.


Friday,10/6:
Arranged to meet at Clementi mrt station but ended up meetin at Raffles. Damn train! Waited for 15 min for it to arrive. Shyt. Couldn't make it in time...Guess he was disappointed...Aw...blame the train!Urgh...


Watched Mr and Mrs Smith at Tampines GV. People flocked into the ticketing area at that time..Goodness. Kiasu Singaporeans push and tug.-.- The show was alright...The part which really captivated me throughout the movie was the fight in the house. Wahaha. Hilarious. Violent. Cool! Love Angelina Jolie's acting skills...Her action-packed movies never fail to wow the audience...Brad Pitt on the otherhand, didn't portray much of his charms as well as he did in other movies. Well, i wouldn't be surprised if the rumour, about this movie causing the split between Brad Pitt and Jennifer was true...they make a good couple on the set!


Nothin much after the movie...Played "Game of Life" to kill time...Haha.Droped dead after that.


Saturday, 11/6:
Ok.Ok.I admit. I lai chuang~~I'm not called "piggy" for nth k...It was mahjong day~KahKees included Fang,Yuan and Han...Waah...all play mahjong den i sit there zuo bo~Bah...*yAwnZ*


Bought Zpop concert tix~It's on the 23rd of Jul!!! Well, it'll be the first time i'm goin to a "stand" concert...Haha. Angelina,Huey Wen, Xing Yi Jie, teddy and i will be the party goers for that night!!! Guess i'll feel very extra on that day though...


Right...I'm downright wrecked in pool~Haven played for AGES! Played only once...and it was like in....P6???Urgh. Don't av any interest in it as yet...well, but mebbe goin for a few more times in future will spark an interest of it in me~Aw. Dunno. Dunno how to play. Paiseh!!!*blushes*


Another "early night" for us~ Rented "Spanglish". Show was good~However, ending was a lil abrupt. Slept at 4am~pengx


Sunday,12/6:
Last day..accompanied him for soccer training.Got dragged up at 7.30am ~haha. His friends are funny. They make me laugh. Not real hard. But "leng xiao"...=X hahahahhah. but they're interesting ppl~However, guys...bu yao gao gay jiu hao...*goosebumps* Eugan especially!!!eWwWWw!!!!*pukes*
It was another pool session at pavilion~WAtched...all pros....-.- Saw sumting which made me chuckle. Ha. It was bout this group of girls... Guess none of the guys saw what happened. Ha. Luckily they didn't~~~*smirk


It was dinner at his grandma's and home sweet home for me~=(


That's bout all i guess...Aw manx. My head is spinning. Headache! Cass gave me a msg jus now. (Finally she replied!!!)Gotta help her with the presentation by this week. Get over and done with everything by this week~Ms Cheng's gonna view...Dammit. More work...=( And that reminds me...I haven complete my hmk!!!! Pengx. Complete it by tmr~that's my aim *wink*


Right...having writer's block...have difficulty phrasing my tots properly...Bah! bye...
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Friday, June 10, 2005

1:03 PM

wahahahha~!Went out with my girlies yesterday to Katong to cut my hair...Booboo~hmmx....well...i look like that now....==>>>


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Waah~~look kinda weird lidat...hmmx...well, cut le...bo bian...T.T

Went shoppin at Bugis after datx...god! We discovered this really cool shop at Bugis street selling lots and lots of accesories! Weehee! Necklaces,bracelets,earings at only 5 bucks! What a deal manx...And...hehe, we engrossed ourselves in looking for "treasures"...The charm bracelets were my favourite!!!Hee, there were so many i like budden i ended up only buyin one...Surprisingly...Wahaha! Stephy also bought me a pair of shades and a white halter cum tube top as my belated gift using the amount of money a few friends of mine had shared to get me the gifts. Thanks guys!


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Hee! Purple and white coloured rim shades!!!A new charm bracelet to add to my collection!!!A new halter! =D
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Tuesday, June 07, 2005

8:49 PM

uRgh~i feel kinda weird now..feel lyk throwin up.=X~~guess it was due to over dosage of flu med~~bah...dun care... I slept these two days off lyk a pig. Have been down with slight flu...and mum forced me to eat sum bitter med...Urgh! Disgustin...

Didn't accomplish much these few days anyway...Slept at almost 2 plus everynight after reading my book and wake up at 1 pm in the afternoon~hehe...got called "little piggy" by teddy. Make me feel lyk i'm so lazy lidat...! Hmmx...well, hehe...all i did was eat and sleep and eat and sleet these few days newae...Wonder if i hav put on sum kilos...OmFg~hope not manx...

Gonna work out at the gym tmr wif stephy,yiwen and siok wen!!Yippie! Hope our regular sessions will help us get rid of unwanted kilos...heehee...

Finally completed my two sets of E maths Paper 1s...and part of Phy paper...phew~loads more to complete...wonder if i would be able to keep to my schedule~*pray* gonna chiong hmk laterx....tata~!
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Sunday, June 05, 2005

10:19 PM

Woo~ kinda have everything planned out for my holidays...My schedule is out...heehee...Well, taken note of all the stuff i need to do and had my time arranged...But whether i'll accomplish em accordingly...hehe...i don't know...Hey, at least i made an attempt to start planning rite??=p
Well...here goes...tada!!!

1)Complete all my homework by the second week of June
2)Finish my art assessments!!!Urgh...Dammit.
3)Do revision~~~O level yr liaox...chiong ah!!!
4)Get my hair cut...
5)Work out at the gym!
6)NO stuffing myself with food!NonOnO~
7)Finish reading the 3 books i bought at Suntec bookfair.Woot!!!(2 eng,1 chi bk.)
8)Finish watching the dvds teddy and i wanna watch together!!!
9)Help with housework....(pengx)
10)learn to cook new dishes from my mummy!!!=D
11)shopping!~it's the great singapore sales lehx....hehex(stephy and girlfriends...get my hint?Muahaha)
12)Pack my table...it's in a great mess....Oh, not forgetting my cupboard..clothes messed up.Urgh.


*prances~* Hmmx...dat's bout it...heehee...For once school vacation sounds exciting to me...Hee...


Here's another song recommendation!!


Last Night On Earth
by Delta Goodrem
It's the last night on earth before the great divide
My hands are shaking time was never on our side
And there's no such thing as a beautiful goodbye
As an ordinary day I prayed for you a thousand times
It's never enough
no matter how many times I tried to tell to tell you this is love
If tomorrow never comes I want you to know right now that I
I'm gonna love you until the day I die
If tomorrow falls asleep can you hold me first
I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on earth
Like it's the last night on earth
A penny for your thoughts
A picture so it lasts
let's knock down the walls of immortality
Your fingers on my skin only you can hear my fear
only you can help me heal
I see forever with you here
It's never enough no matter how many miles stand between us this is love
If tomorrow never comes I want you to know right now that I
I'm gonna love you until the day I die
If tomorrow falls asleep can you hold me first
I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on earth
It's never enough
No it's never enough
(it's never enough)
oohh
The afterglow
The horizon line
the shadows fall
will you still be mine
will you still be mine
will you still be mine I ask
If tomorrow never comes I want you to know right now that I
I'm gonna love you until the day I die
If tomorrow falls asleep can you hold me first
I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on earth

some hearts are meant to be broken;;

10:16 PM

I'm hooked on this song!!!

Almost here...by Delta goodrem and Brian M.
Brian: Did I hear you right?
'Cause I thought you said
"Let's think it over"
You have been my life
And I never planned growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Why haven't I always loved you ?

Delta: Oh when I need you,
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cause you're only almost here

Brian: I would change the world,
If I had a chance,
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh, please, protect me

Both: Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts

Brian: Haven't I always loved you ?

Delta: But when I need you,
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cause you're only almost here

Delta: Oooooh oh

Both: Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts

Brian: Haven't I always loved you ?

Delta: But when I need you,
You're almost here

Brian: Well, I never knew how far behind I left you

Delta: And when I hold you,
You're almost here

Brian: Well I'm sorry that I took our love for guaranteed

Both: And now I'm with you, I'm close to tears

Brian: 'Cause I know I'm almost here

Both: Only almost here

some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Friday, June 03, 2005

9:24 PM

I'm so bloody lost. Sometimes i don't even noe who to turn to at times..You're the first person which comes to my mind when i'm feelin down or when i'm feelin high. Your voice would never fail to make me feel secure. But, you have disappointed me time and time again. I wonder what i've done wrong or what you've failed to give me...My heart has been bruised ever since u hung up on me that day. It seems you're irritated. It seems you're giving up on me. I don't know what you're feelin deep down inside. It seems like a mystery,it seems like a knot i cannot untie...What i wanted was simple. To talk. To want you to keep your word just lyk how you want me to keep mine.But the words u say at times cut me through deep down inside. It's that hurting. And i know u know how it feels for i have done the same to you before.You know how it feels when i fail to consider your feelings. Maybe it's payback time,maybe it's time for us to both learn our lessons. To learn how to compromise, to learn how to care, to learn how to think before we act or say anything,and most importantly, to learn how to love...For i don't think we understand love and what it is all about yet...I will continue to trust,to understand you,to make known what i really want and ,to learn how to love. Cos i guess, that was what we both wanted to accomplish on 1st of March 2004. I hope i've managed to put my message across. So let's keep our love strong like tomorrow never comes and learn how to tolerate each other's wilfulness an all other nonsense okie? =p muAckX!


Phew...the hols have arrived.Nothing much to look forward to though...Hmmx,just know i've got tons of work to complete. Hopefully, i'll be able to finish all of them by the end of the second week to make time for revision and fun in the third and forth week...I need a break badly anyway. Too much have happened i guess...

[Cold in the rain i'm tossing and turning your words ever burning my heart.Love's an electric storm of pleasure and pain where thunder and lightning are crashing and striking us down]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;