Saturday, October 16, 2004
8:08 PM
hmmx...sho freakin hotx~ almost roasted by the sun today liaox...~ Hmmx, was at dear's house today~ was actually supposed to go thru ma Chem...but hee...as usual...didn't go thru much...Diaox...hmmx. Nvm, still got tmr....gonna chiong ma maths and chem revision tmr liaox! Gambate!!!! Heex, had dinner at his house too...yummy~okie..gtg...nothin much happened....Gonna go home le~tata~
Signin off! ^.^
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Friday, October 15, 2004
9:16 PM
HeEe!~Most of ma exams are already ova...~muahahax,left only four more papers next wk...EM paper 2, Chem, Poa paper 1 and Chinese LC...Sho fast worx...another 4 more days and i'll be free!!!yeah~=X
Hmmx, well, lemme do a review on ma previous papers:
English P1: hmmx, one application letter(compulsory) and an argumentative essay~Topic is...A person's childhood is the most memorable(if i remember correctly, it SHOULD be on this topic =P) Overall, it wasn't dat bad bahx...average...
English P2: Well, it sucked. Not as bad as mid year though, think i'll be able to squeeze at least a B for it bahx...
E-maths P1: Wah piangx...mind block till cannotx but still could manage bahx...Keep fingers cross that not mani careless mistakes are made cos din av much time to check. Blah~
Social Studies: Source based Qns were kinda tricky...Structured essay was easy. Din av time to state out details of each point specifically...Why can't they extend the amount of hours for SS~ Damn!
History: Both source based and structured was average. Had plenty to write~ Quite confident.
Physics: Mostly calculations questions...Memorised all formulas correctly. phew~ Multiple choice qns were average.
POA: yeah~all dat i din study were omitted~ heEx! Muahaha!
Chinese: comprehension was easy~paper was average
Art: Din managed to complete!!!Shitty~ 3 hours still nt enuff fer mie worx
HeEx~! must jia you for my left over papers le~
Hmmx. was so busy with exams that had lil time for Jordan~ Miss my dear~. heex. Din managed to sleep well too~ tonight can sleep lyk piggy le!! SnOreX! tata~ nitex~
Signin off~=)
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Sunday, October 10, 2004
8:16 PM
aAH chOo~sniff* hmmX...i'm sneezing away here ~Sniff sniff* waah...think i'm gonna be sick AGAIN.
Had the whole house to myself the whole day~managed to complete all my homework, but din reali start on my studying yet. Damn...jus can't get aniting into my freakin head. Hainx, die le! Tuesday is the exam already lehx...Well, guess i'll have to try to concentrate more...So many distractions at home. Well, my bed is the main distractor =P. Heex, sleepypiggy marx...cannot blame. =x
Guess i'd better go study lex~tata~*Peace!
TAta~*
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Saturday, October 09, 2004
9:46 PM
It was an early start fer mie today~woke up at bout 7am...tried to go back to sleep but couldn't, dunno why lehx. Just lie on bed till bout 8 am...Heex, yesterday nitex tink i too tired liaox bah, fell asleep when i just started to read up on Phy...i laid my head on the table jiu fall asleep lex...hmmx, den nver read aniting,not even the first pg sia~ Jia latt~
Went for checkup today....Check backbone de...heex, condition improved. actually is 10 degrees de...den now become 6 degrees lex...phew~gotta go back on a half year basis to check...nxt appointment is next yr April~ still long~~~muahahax =X
Waah~wanna seh diao le...whole day slackx...oki larx...did a lil of my history notes bah...but i see the book i jiu sianx le!Pengx. Managed to finish it though.
Hmmx, nothing happened much yesterday nitex too...Oh yea~ exchanged a couple of msgs with Henry last nite...well, glad he isn't avoiding me because of certain reasons~ It was kinda of a formal string of smses last nite bahx...Jus asked how each other was and stuff...Nothin special. Hmmx, don't wanna strain our friendship becos of what happened lorx...Glad that we can still communicate and stuff....Still friends afterall but still a bit guai guai de larx~ He's a great friend though.
Hmmx, talking to my dear dear now...nothing much happened today~not gonna be online often next week...sho probably won't be updating~ Tata~Peace V!!
Tata~*Signing off
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Thursday, October 07, 2004
10:19 PM
fReAk!n StreSs makin me go nUtSSS!!!!Hmmx. Exams are lyk, only next Tuesday lorx...and it seems lyk i've not done much revision at all. Damn! Crap! Got back my most of my subjects overall CA marks...got B3 for most of em lorx...hainx,tink must buck up on my Chemistry lex...losing track of it already worx...Chiong ARhXxx...study~study~study~teehee~know i won't sho guai keep on study de larx...Wo bu shi she me guai guai nu bahx...Keke.So far only started revising my Phy and SS oni lo~ gotta chiong finish my art pieces and finish revising my poa and his during the weekends!
6/10/2004
Watched White Chicks yesterday wif teddy~huGx!!!Hmmx, the movie was not bad bahx..yea...like wht Jordan said, catch it if you got extra cash...Had a good laugh during the movie though, heex! Storyline was kinda lame, but overall, not too bad...=D
Had a heart to heart talk wif teddy too~ Hmmx, it was hard initially to tell him what i really expected from this relationship...I knew what is lackin now, but i jus do not know how to put them into words...Dunno y...But well, i promised him i would tell him once i can figure it out~Guess the both of us hasn't been in a good mood these few days...Even had a row before watching the movie too~ Things should turn for the better now dat we've talked it over thoroughly and wholeheartedly... If it doesn't, i really dunno wht to say...It will...Right?? muackx. (blink*)
7/10/2004
Had my Chinese oral today....~heex, quite oki bahx,was quite worried that i wouldn't be able to do quite well at first...Heex, glad it's over! Tada~~~heex
Kx...guess i'd better turn in lex...still av a long day ahead of me tmr!!!
Tata~*signing off
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
8:36 PM
Gan Chu Duo Duo worx...~~
Blah~ Can't see properly now....Hmmx...been putting on my contacts for the whole day now....den eyes a lil dry now...Meng meng de~~~=X
Sniff~am down with flu nowx...Ah cHoO! XcUse mie! Hmmx...didn't sleep well last nitex lorx, den was practically sleeping throughout the whole day...oni managed to pay attention during physics and my art. Snorex. Had a bad dream last nite...woke up with a startle in the middle of the night lorx..pengx.
Thought through some stuff yesterday night before i slept too...and i realized something.You know, sometimes, promises are meant to be broken...Whenever you try too hard not to break them, you will, in the end. That's fer mie...i don't noe bout other ppl. I don't really dare to make promises nowadays, as i know that i wouldn't be able to fulfill dem if i try too hard. Read steph's blog... I reali agree with wht she said manx...the more you try not to hurt someone, you end up hurting the other party more...Totally Agree! 100% true~When can we stop hurtin ppl's feelings and when can we stop getting hurt? Never i suppose. It comes in a cycle. Round and back again.
Sometimes, it's difficult to judge yourself...What kind of person i realli am? What kind of person do i really wanna be?Am i really the person i see in front of the mirror everyday?Am i who i wanna be?I don't know.
Blah....buaix..
Tata~*signing off
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Sunday, October 03, 2004
8:09 PM
If you come to me
So long ago
I didn't have a care about me
I didn't know my right from wrong
But now i know
Tha't you've got your love around me'You know it makes me feel so strong
Babay if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how i feel
Chorus:
Do you know when you go when you give it all away
i'll be there for you,care for you
Love you everyday,oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And i feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me, you know i'll make it right
Throughout my life,
I nver thought i'd have somebody
Someone to call my own
And now i've found
A lil bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own
Baby if you turn aroud
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how i feel
Chorus
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Saturday, October 02, 2004
9:49 PM
*sTrEtCh~*hmmx...woke up at 11 plus today...heex. one sleepyhead i am..=P... Well, fell asleep about 2am after having a string of heart to heart smses with Jordan...hmmx. Well, i dunno larx. just felt that sumtimes, he's friends are more important to him lorx...Sumtimes, feel a lil neglected...hmmx. guess that's normal de bah. He also said that he also feel a bit neglected by mi in school. Hainx...Well, guess we both need our own personal space at different times. I just realized horx..everytime when we face a certain problem, we dun really thrash it out. It always happens lorx and when we face the same problem again, everything jus seem so wrong de lorx. Hmmx...but the good thing is, things are put back into order after a good night's sleep. Note taken?(blink*)Love ya~*
Well, to me, having a relationship is not jus proved right by saying "i love you".
"Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning." Here it is. What does a person really mean and feel deep down inside when he says these three words? Who is one whom you can pour your woes to, share your happy times with considered as?Who is that person who cares for you,shower you with love, lend you a shoulder when you feel down,passes you a piece of tissue when you cry and seem to be always be by your side when you need someone by your side? A friend? Someone more than jus a friend? Well, one of my friends have once popped this question:"Why do people get into a relationship when the other party is jus giving you a lil more care and concern than your other friends?Why can't he/she be your best friend? Can guys and gals be just plain good friends?" Hehe. Must admit. I don't really know how to answer this question.
Some meaningful quotes i found online~:
"I don't need anyone to take advantage of my weaknesses or my strengths, I need someone who will appreciate me for everything that I am."
"You never truly love a person until the mere thought of you hurtingthat loved one is enough to break your own heart"
"As I sat here I was trying to think of all the times you hurt me and made me cry. . . Hoping and wishing it would make me like you less. But it didn't. Because all the times I could remember were the ones when you showed me that you cared. . . I didn't want to believe that you ever did You walk by me everyday and say hello. Everyday you take time out to listen to me. You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me. Well, I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I'm hurting. Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only a friend."
Hee. That's all fer today...look out for more quotes update!!
Tata~
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
9:45 PM
"Dreamy Eyes"
I'm reaching out to touch you
In the middle of the night
And I don't know if I've been sleeping
But I hold my pillow tight
Are you real or are you my imagination playin games?
I can set you free
You'll always be my eternal flame
Your dreamy eyes
They just wont say good-bye
Well it must be my fate cause I just cant escape
And the passion never dies
Oh, dreamy eyes
No matter how I cry
I just can't reach you dreamy eyes
You're a vision of tomorrow
And a ghost from yesterday
And I'll be trying not to let you
Take my breath away
You're a summer breeze
That comes and goes
But somehow lingers on
Tell me how can I forget you
If you're never really gone
What do I have to do
To get that close to you
And your your dreamy eyes
Oh, I try so hard to release you
I just keep seeing through dreamy eyes
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Friday, October 01, 2004
10:22 PM
SeT mI fReE~*!!!
Hmmx...it was our English e.o.y paper today...Paper one was alright...First part i chose the one on "school days are the best in one's life" and paper two is an application letter(knew it would cum out)Paper 2 was a lil tougher but still could manage lorx...It was average overall...
Hmmx...was practically staring at my ceiling the whole day...Reached home bout 2 plus...nobody was at home as usual...Well. Used to it le.
Jordan was out with his friends practically the whole day lorx...hmmx...For me...i'm STUCK AT HOME. Damn...sianx till cannot lex...was totally feelin restless the whole day~ ArRgGgH! Tmr will be another boring day...Hainx...wanna go out also dunno where to go, who to go out with. Jordan not free and every other person is busy studying and stuff~ I'm the one slacking, not bothering bout ma exams. Blah! Life sux big time manx. Cooping up in my room every day is definitely killing me~ How long can i survive manx... STill got so many papers to go...pengx...
Guess tat's all. Nothing happened today. NO BIG DEAL. NO BIG ISSUE.
tata~*signing off! =X
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