;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Monday, October 23, 2006

12:16 AM

My thoughts are all over the place. Not because I'm vexed, just because there's too much to blog about but I'm just too tired. So...yea.

First day, those thoughts just came strumming in.
---Eyecandy spotted? 0. =X
---where's the bus-stop?!
---Cynthia was at Expo, nice seeing her. =)
---School's starting...kinda dreading it because i didnt' have enough fun.
---School's starting, at least I wouldn't need to think about what to do for the day.
---24 pairs.

Second day,
---1 cutie,2 cuties, kept counting, but narrowed down to 2 only.
---They look the same. Damn it. Damn the dream. I'm missing someone, and looking like that person only makes things worse.
---Temple. 3rd week since god mum passed away. I MISS HER. THOSE MOMENTS OF TRUTH STRUCK ME AGAIN HARD. I felt like crying.
---Drinking session at Joel's house, cancelled. Another wasted trip.
---Plain disappointment.
---78 pairs. =D Fab.

Third day,
---I miss my god mum more. Those scenes kept replaying in my head. It hurts. Real bad.
---Some fucker gave my number away. TMD. $^$#&$^$^ KNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Fuckin pissed.
---50 pairs +/-
---School starts the next day. Sian.
---I got nothin to do after school ends at 11am. Aw, this sucks

If i put the above thoughts in detail, god knows how long this entry will be
...There're more actually. Those random thoughts.

~I used to think i had many friends. Many whom are true. Now, I wonder where did they all disappear to.

~What's coming over me?

~I see the replica. And I'm suppose to forget about that someone. Fuck it.

~I see a big change in you. I'm fuckin disappointed. I have people to vouch for the same view.

~Fuck those twisting words and "stories" you are trying to put across.

~I see so many taxis on the streets on HIRE. And I wonder why those people have so many places to go but i don't.

~I feel so small, insignificant. I AM.

Bah...enuff. This is depressing. Bye. 2 hrs of sch tmr.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;