Wednesday, October 18, 2006
1:07 AM
My nose feels that it's not part of me. Boo. It's gonna fall off any moment with all those nose blocks and sneezes.
Caught the World Trade Centre with friends. I couldn't breathe the whole time in the cinema through my nose. I did so through the mouth. Lol. Not a fantastic one i must say. Could be better if they've added more genuine clips of the real 911 incident.
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So much's going on. So many things to say. So many people feeling uber upset. BAh~ I can't catch it all. I'm too lazy to keep em in mind and treat it seriously. I've been through too much in common, and i know everything will go away. In time to come. =) It's my turn to "bo chap" and pretend i don't know anything. Yes, the word is PRETEND. Hehe, pretence is useful at times.
It has come to a time when i rather not believe in things people say to me? I'd rather sit and watch what they do,after what they say. For too many have jus spoken but not taken any action. I just despise people who jus talk but don't walk the talk.I despise you. Damn it. If you can't do it, shut your fucking mouth. Urgh. Stop blabbering on about stuffs when you know you can't bring yourself to do it. You'll never know who'll be the people laughin at you behind your back and mocking you for all the "smart alex" crap you gave. Perhaps, I'll be the first. *sniggers* And don't give me reasons, for they are just lame excuses you wanna give to put it all off.Rena is evil, she is damn evil. *smirk* . NOW DON'T GIVE ME SHIT and make good your words.
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currently listening to:
I'm not missing you-Stacie Orrico
It's just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that it's over
What else could it be, he just had to cheat
I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around
But I'm not missing you
[Chorus:]
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and a hoping you call me I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I've got lots to do I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you go
But this time it's different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing I'm not missing you
It's a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not, ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?
some hearts are meant to be broken;;