Wednesday, October 11, 2006
10:23 PM
I thought back on what Sharon said to me yesterday about the previous issue.She said she would be very angry if she were me. I was indeed very angry. But i wasn't angry at it for very long. See? I hate myself for being like dat. =( I'm still fuming mad i won't deny. But i can't bring myself to be at it for long. Sigh.
Packed my room today. Neat and tidy. =D So pleased with myself. Hur hur. =D I threw away tons of magazines. I only kept Cleo. Waste money. I shall stick to Cleo for now. Emptied out my drawer. Memories were what I found. Girls don't throw away stuffs from previous relationships. They tuck them in a corner of the room, and when they find it, they look at it and smile. =) Ok, maybe not all smile, but at least i did. I found the ring too big for my finger. So i tossed it back into the box. Past relationships, like the ring, don't fit into my life anymore and they never will again.
Found a photo taken with my god mum when i was a kid. Couldn't help having tears well up in my eyes. I'm sure there are more pictures. Just not in my album. I've never taken a picture with her ever these few years. And i will never have the chance again...I miss my brothers and GodPapa now.
Bk "papa" found the songs from Kim Sam Soon! So darn happy. =) Tnx . I've been listening to it ever since.
She cried.
[I'm waiting for something that'll never happen]
[Silly.me.]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;