I jus realised. I turn to retail therapy when i'm very unhappy. So when you see me buying a lot of stuff, something's wrong. However, it's the same when i'm very happy too. Bah~ *sigh* I seriously need sponsors. =x

I'm sick and tired of watching people pass me by.
I'm sick of staring into space thinking what i should do.
I'm sick of listening to my heart whilst my head think so otherwise.
I'm sick of letting chances slip me by and regretting later.
I'm sick of procrastinating.
I'm sick of EVERYTHING. Everything that's happening. =(
I'm sick of my existence.

I've told Josh I won't be goin back to HealthWise. Mum's influence, but overall...My own decision. Lesser time spent with Steph, and the rest. *sigh*

It seems so difficult to even fix up another day out anymore.No more regular movie outings, pool trips. Guess, that'll be the way it will be...for god knows how long.

I want more Sentosa kakees! =(

Shaun asked if i'm ok. He thought i got cheated by someone. In a relationship. WADDA FUCK?! Cheated?! Siao. It's been ages since i've last been in a relationship. Wat a joke. =.= *rolls eyes* God knows where that news came from. WTF. Crazy ppl. -.- URGH.

[My heart reads,BLANK.]