;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Sunday, October 29, 2006

3:03 AM

Back from bugis. I don't feel the least satisfied.

Fuckin numb. I just wanna lie on the sand and sleep the afternoon off tmr at Sentosa while tanning.

My heart isn't broken, for it wasn't whole to start with in the first place. But i'll be lying to say i'm not the least hurt. WTF. Those thoughts must be put away.They must. It won't be possible again,come to think of it, it won't no matter how bad i want it to...I'm jus too cowardly to express how i feel.And perhaps, i've got it all wrong in the first place? Probably i'll just laugh it off if it wasn't what i thought it was. I've lost the honour to be the first to ride on your bike. Oh wells. I do wish him well. Don't buang!!!! =) Hopefully, there'll still be trips out as friends.

I was worried when there was no reply. I do hope you're doing fine. No silly thoughts again please....I regretted not agreeing to the drinking session. I'm here if you need me, really.

It's the time when i feel so alone and in need of love. Damn. This sucks. =( Still, my heart's been broken even before it experienced the love it needs. Makes me feel so vulnerable. *slap!* The right one never comes around until you've come round the wrong ones. I guess, i'm stuck in the middle of nowhere. However, I'll stick to my principles, for as long as i can stick to em. =X

PBL's back to haunt me. And now, it's more than 1. $%^#$%^#&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can feel the night beginning,
separate me from the living,
understanding me after all I've seen piecing every thought together
find the words to make me better
if I only knew how to pull myself apart

[sweat it out!]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;