Monday, September 18, 2006
10:50 PM
Sigh. I do not know wat to do to convince. My mum's stubborn to the core and i know how far this will go . She said she'd rather not have this daughter who don listen to her. WTF.My heart sank.Worse. My dad listens to her. Heart breaking.She rather want me to stay home and not work. And that's not what i fuckin want.However, i do wish i have more support on my side. I'm not the type to be defeated by these words. I know what i want. I hope i can hold on longer. I will try my best. I hope my words will hold true and make them believe. Fuck. This feeling definitely suck.
This may not be the direction i want to head in the future. I know it.But there's no harm tryin. It won't kill would it? Sigh. =( I'm stuck.
For once i'd just hope she'd just put her trust and faith in me.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;