Wednesday, September 27, 2006
2:26 AM
[playing:Tui Hou. those lyrics speak for my heart.]
I'm freaking tired. And I'm waiting for my stupid hair to dry(as always).
Didn't manage to sleep well last night. My mind was practically stuffed with thoughts i didn't realise exist. That explains why I feel pretty restless and all now. Furthermore, I had PaceSetter's workshop today. Mrs Thomas's interesting. =) I enjoyed the way she teaches and yadda on and on with her supposedly "god-sent experiences" stories. However, i feel exactly how Karen feels. I don't like rules. =( I'm beginning to have doubts about joining Pace. I suddenly have this thought of just quitting it all and leave myself without a CCA. Urgh.
It was then to Far East Plaza with Karen tweety bird. =) Retail therapy is really no therapy at all!!!!You'll just get a big hole in your pocket.The amount of satisfaction decreases as the number of times retail therapy occurs increases. Bought a top, a pair of heels. And guess what, I wanted to deposit money but i ended up spending it all. Bah~ WTF...boohoo. I'm dead broke now. Fuck lar. HOw?! Sponsors anyone? =X
Went on down to BlendInn. Da jie came on down to have dinner with stephy darl and me. It's been ages since we've last talked like how we did. I do miss those dearest moments, when we used to spend the whole night at Pasir Ris park talking about nothing at all. It just seems so difficult to do that anymore...*Sigh*
Talking about reminiscing about the past eh. Stephy wants to turn back time to when she was in Sec 2, da jie on the other hand, Sec 4. Come to think of it, i have outlived the stage of wanting to turn back time. I just plainly miss secondary school life, dat's all but not to the extent of wanting to turn back time i guess. Dat's pretty weird, because so far, secondary school days were the most memorable days of my life . Perhaps i'm just hoping for better moments to start with tomorrow. I don't mean literally, tomorrow. As you know, tomorrow never ends...
Ah, my head's spinning. And my stomach's churning. I've been feeling this way the whole day. Ah, it's not a good feelin~
[Things happen for a reason...]
[Stay.the.same.I.wanna.be.free.i'm.sorry.i.jus.can't.bear.to.speak.my.mind.
it's.definitely.killing.me.you.know.you're.a.precious.friend.let's stay.that.way.]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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