Sunday, September 10, 2006
1:45 AM
Just friends. I guess that's the way things will be.
[wo hui fa zhe dai, ran hou wang ji ni, jie zhe jing jing bi shang yan.]
My emotions are a lil shaken up. I do not know why. Sigh.
Bestie's sick somehow and i wanna make her well again.But i just dont know how. I mean, not literally sick....Just.......sigh.
This bug is contagious. Now would this damn bug shoo and leave my darling alone. Humph.
Things don't often go the way we want to. In fact, they often turn out the opposite. They make people upset, and think why things happened that way. Regrets, and hell loads of afterthoughts comes pourin down at the same time, it's killin. You try to cast these thoughts all away, but it keeps running at the back of your brain. You do something to hopefully distract yourself from all those you're feeling and then wonder, why the hell am i running away from it when i know i have to face it sooner or later. You lie awake at night tryin to get to sleep, but to no avail.You cry until your pillow's wet and wonder what's actually making you tear so much. You find your pillow wet the next morning and think about the reasons why you cry and all those you've thought about creeps back into your head gradually. You know someone will eventually get hurt, the fact is, someone already is hurt. You. You want to say things but you can't bear to for fear of whatever reasons. You want to get things right on track but it just seems too strenuous.
I'VE BEEN THROUGH, DONE DAT. And i know this feeling sucks more than anything else.
Sigh. WHY THE FUCK DO THINGS HAVE TO BE SO COMPLICATED?!
I may not know how you're really feelin deep inside. However,know that i'm always here for you. =] You know you'll have my support no matter wad darling.
[IMU. But i guess, it shall just stop here. You're just .Cold.]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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