Monday, September 04, 2006
1:51 PM
I've thought it through. Thought stuff through while wailing the whole night through till i fell asleep. How nice. And i lay dead on the bed from 12pm till now thinking about nothin at all, just staring at my glow in the dark stars on the ceiling. Until mum called and told me to get lunch myself. Whatever, I have absolutely no appetite so i'll skip tat. Bah~
I had enough i guess. I'm jus too tired to continue thinking about what's troubling me. I feel like damn stupid can. Fuck. Nobody can help me for sure, for i can't put my thoughts out in words, i can't speak my mind because sometimes, you just don't know where to start. It's dat type of feeling tat's driving me crazy by the minute. I know i have to put it away, or else i'll never cross this barrier of mine ever. A part of me want to get things through, another part of me tells me to leave it all alone. What the fuck am i suppose to do?! I'm jus bound to be caught in the middle. All the time. All the fuckin time. It's not a good feeling when you can't solve your own problems and ppl still keep coming to you for "answers". Nobody will understand how it feels. It sucks in short. Sigh. Fuck it. What the fuck is wrong with you Rena Heng? Urgh.
Forget bout those unhappy stuffs. Stephy darl, thnks for being there. =) You're loved. =) And Qing, i'll be ok alright? =) I'm just happy for you. Ni men yao chang chang jiu jiu wor! =) Xing fu shi zi ji zhui xun de....you did it all.By yourself. Be happy. =)
As for me....oh well. Sigh.
[it's too c.o.m.p.l.i.c.a.t.e.d]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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