Saturday, September 30, 2006
10:45 PM
I'm fuckin not happy. If you guys thought it was fun, it was FUCKIN NOT.
To think you guys are good friends. To think i thought good friends knew best not to lie to me. To think i thought you guys knew i hated liars. It may seem like a joke to you. But to me, it's fucking not. I'm just plainly disappointed. God knows why the fuck did you guys want to play that prank on me. If you guys didn't know. I was fucking worried. I fucking cared and wondered what happened even during my sales appointment.
It made Joel and I go all the way to festival park to find you guys. I only found JW with his bunch of friends and he told me you guys fuckin left long ago. Felt so cheated. Fuckin tired, went all the way there and that was what i got. I called so many of you. YOu guys didn't pick up. Worse, pick up but still wanted to lie to me that you were goin to deal with Elfie when JW already told me it's all settled and done with. WAT THE FUCK. YOU TAKE ME FOR?? A FOOL?! ASked for your whereabouts, Joshua didn't wanna tell me. Until Joel called one of you and told me you were at TM. Fine. Thought everything was settled. I knew Joshua was lying. Fuckin lying. Called steph cos they said she wasn't with them.I was wondering what happened.(called me kpo or whatever. I jus cared and wanted to know how her cousin was.) FUCK. Another lying attempt. She told me she was sending her cousin back home and that Henry was injured..I was fucking worried AGAIN. I took it for real. Phone ran out of batt, used Joel's phone to call back, and guess what. I heard Fx's voice. ANOTHER LIE.
AGAIN. IT WASN'T FUNNY. I ENDED UP TEARING ON THE BUS ON MY WAY HOME. RAGING WITH ANGER. That was what i got. Cool. HOw cool was that. I was worried about Henry.I thought something really happened to him. I was worried about STeph's cousin. I so much so want to slap that fucking bastard and shove his head up his fuckin ass .GREAT.So much for being concerned. How great was that. And all the time i was worried, they're planning to catch a movie. Wow. Splendid. What a joke huh? Call me selfish. But i'm fuckin not happy. NOT AT ALL.
Fuck me for being so naive. I don't wanna be nice anymore.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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