Saturday, September 23, 2006
9:46 PM
My head's spinning. My nose feels as if it's not part of me. It's gonna drop off anytime.I'm down with flu. >.<>
I've been searching for contacts and lookin through the nxt possible appointment i can fix up nxt week ever since i got home...Some people who're condemning this job are helping no further by pretending they want to help me..WTF..This job may not be the one i'll be in for long, i must be true to myself, for i know the path i want to take,and this is not it.. However, it's a platform for growth.Self-growth. Steph's right, you get to learn loads. And i mean, LOADS you won't get to experience in other forms of jobs. You get to see how people really are behind their pretty masks they put on all the time. You learn how to cope with rejections and disagreements. You learn that it's important to work as a team together....etc.
I find Mr Kenny's advices very true and from the heart. I find myself nodding and agreeing to a lot of things he says. He's a great advisor i must say. Not many people can make me so impressed. I've always thought advisors are stuck-up ppl. Haha.
You get to understand what true friendship means. When the so called "a friend" refuses to pick up your calls, avoids meeting up with you, no matter how "true" he/she describes this particular friendship, you know it's not real. He/she just don wanna get involved in your so called "network". A friend tells you, he/she is not interested. A friend do not ignore you to send the same message across.
You get to see how one can mature so drastically workin in this line. I've seen my own friends grow. I'm seeing them mature and lead people so well i can't believe they're the same people they were before.=) However, the common topic we find sharing most of the time would always be work related and it's no longer as easy to come up with anything much to talk about. Oh well.
I jus missed those days we could hang out and go to movies, pool,Sentosa trip blah blah whenever, wherever we want to. Without arranging beforehand that is.. I think the Sentosa trip will never come around. Ah...
Lastly.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY WEIBIN! MAY YA HAVE MANY OTHER HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAYS! =)
[yadda yadda~*]
Latest favourite....
Mouth shut-The veronicas
I kept my mouth shut from the start
I guess I left you in the dark
You thought you knew me but you don't
You say you love me but you won't
When you find out who I am
I kept my mouth shut for too long
All this time you got me wrong
And now I'm in this way too far
I'm about to break your heart
Tear everything we had apart
Coz I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding onto you
I tried so hard
To be the one (be the one)
I don't like who I've become
Won't keep my mouth shut any more
I've had my share of closing doors
And now I know
I'm not afraid
I know exactly what you'll say
But I'm sorry it's too late
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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