Saturday, August 19, 2006
1:53 AM
Talking about loving myself..Qing's right. I have to learn how to zi ai.
Love, it's so yesterday i don't know how it feels like now. People i love don love me back.People i don wish to love me are making me run away. I'm so sick of feeling this way.
I'm so vexed and sick of my life now. These emotions are driving me nuts.
No direction.
No motivation.
Low self esteem.
Low self assurance.
Low self confidence.
Tat's how i really am right now. I'm putting on a facade all the time i didn't realise it until today.
My life seems so bland. Like a piece of plain white paper, it needs some colourful motifs.
[it's just emotions taking me over]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;