;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Sunday, July 09, 2006

9:15 PM

Those tears just won't go away....

I'm living in one of the deepest valley in my life. Urgh. It sucks feeling like that. I feel that i'm just stuck. Stuck with everything that's happening in my life. No good changes. No new implementations and all. It's just like i'm still left where i have been abandoned. So many thoughts are piling up in my mind i just can't kick em off all away.

Didn't slp since the night before due to watching soccer. The Portugal & Germany match. Steph, Josh, Henry, Shaun stayed over at my place. Watched it at the function room with other residents. Portugal lost. Damn. Score was 3-1. O yea, C. Ronaldo is cute. =)

Thoughts revolved my mind while sitting down at the poolside the whole morning after the match. Made me wonder what did i really wanted and how i wanted my life to be. Guess what. My mind was in a blank and it still is up to this point of time. I've lost all directions. No help, no nothin. I used to have people I could convey my feelings and thoughts to, but now, i don't feel comfortable doin that anymore. WTF's goin on with me? I'm afraid it's gonna stay that way for long. =( And not forgetting that, i feel so unloved. People care for the sake of wanting to give y ou the impression they care. NO. Impressions are different from wanting to care for you deep down below.

It's just those days i just wanna give up on life.
>.<
some hearts are meant to be broken;;