;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

2:15 AM

...I'm back. =)

Cleared IHT and OB!!! Hurs...I'm damn happy. Two major projects done...Almost rather, cos OB presentation is this Fri...Faints*! Two major projects cleared but still loads to complete.
1)BCS Excel (i suck at excel i tell you.)
2)OB presentation
3)Sentosa report
4)Econs portfolio
5)RHT survey report
6)CommSk report writing

Bahs~* NOt forgettin, tests are comin up soon!!!

Blah blah...I just felt like bloggin just now while i was doin up part of Excel. But now that i'm here, the mood is kinda gone...=.= I'm considering to close down this blog...Sighs.

Oh wells, but since i'm here, i'm gonna rant about the issue which made me fuckin mad. It happened on Sat when my classmates and I were supposed to make our way down to Sentosa for our report thingy. Supposingly to do up report about Food And Beverage, Attractions, blah blah. There were 10 of us so we decided to split up. I went to Bens and Jerry's with a few of my friends while the others proceeded to some other restaurant. This particular restaurant's manager had no sign of being a good role model to his staff. He practically accused my friends for copying their menu which they didn't.. WTF. Talked hell load of crap. KPKB. WAAH! I listen to the story I can feel my blood boiling la! What kinda service attitude is this man! KNS. Shit him. AHH! Tmr we're making our way down after lessons at 2 to do up the Attractions part. See if we can go tekan the damn manager. AH!! I'm so angry lar!!!

And yea. I feel damn guilty can...Cos i dragged Karen to go tanning wit me on that day and she ended up with a fever and feeling sore all over. Sigh. Sorry darling. =( I feel damn sorry. I should have been the one in your place. Guilt overpours me now. =( >.<>

Sigh. I realise nothing goes well when i'm involved in it. I get blamed for practically EVERY FUCKIN THING I DO OR GET INVOLVED IN. What's wrong with me. Fine. Tat explained my bad mood today. Michelle, don worry, it's not about you. Baobei, don't worry. I didn't take those words seriously. Mayb it's just really me. Nothng seems to go right.

This have been goin on for weeks. Someone just put a stop to this for me. Pls? I beg you. *screams* I may appear strong and want to be strong, but you know, i ain't tat strong inside afterall.

[i jus don feel loved like before anymore. Take me away from this pain. I can't go on feeling like this anymore.]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;