;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Monday, June 26, 2006

9:33 PM

I JUS NEED TO GET SOMETHING OFF MY CHEST.



I'm just fuckin sick of everything that is happening around me. I'm so sick of people who keep promises and break them or even have the cheek to forget about them. Oh, so does this mean i can also break promises made to them and just chuck the idea of fulfilling them in a corner? I don't wanna be deemed as such a person. I'm so sick of people telling me what they'll do but end up not doin anything at all.Make me seems so insignificant in their lives they shouldn't bother about what they've conveyed to me about. Sadly, they are the people closest in my life who seems to be making me feel these way.

People who used to care so much about me are not giving a damn bout what's happening in my life. People who didn't used to care about me are putting in too much concern and it makes me feels as if they're just trying to have a dig at how my life is like at the moment. I hate feeling this way. Fuck this feeling. Don't pull me up from the waters and dump me in again. Fuck you.

I'm feelin deep down in the wallows now. Hello ppl~?? I'm not having fun. I'm feeling fuckin stressed up too. Don't tell me how much fun you've had with someone else or whatsoever. I'm in no mood and why are you telling me all this when it doesn't even got a thing gotta do with me? Spare me your grandmutha's fucking stories and get on with life. Come' on. Get ur personality right. Don't play who you aren't and try to get more you know you can't handle. Get a life. And if you really think they make better friends, so be it. I can't be bothered.

You know, i hate being taken for granted.

Ok. Tat feels good. =.=
And friends, don't misunderstand, I do love you homies. DArlings, u noe who u are.

Apparently, things are NOT goin on the right track.
1) Terribly sick (High fever gone on for like days...., flu, cough, sore throat, left without a voice, headaches, blah blah, whatever you can think of. Oh yeah, Red eyes)
2) Com is goin sot.
3)Com goin sot leads to things being accomplised very slowly.
4)Thing being accomplished slowly makes me fucked up. Yeah.
5) So much things to do, so little time
6) I hate my uncle's family. I just wish they can get the hell outta my sight. LIke *poof!* and they're gone. =.=

Being sick for the pass few days have made me a madwoman staying at home. Imagine. Without a voice! I can't speak. =( And I feel so guilty having my BCS group to rush out so much stuff without me around. Shit me. I feel freaking guilty. I hope i get my voice back by Wed, cos that'll be the presentation. Urgh. Gosh...help mi!

I dunno what else to say man....haish.
Jus completed the forms for the Suntec convention thingy tmr. Have to go back school just to hand in the application and interview. Grand thing i don't wanna miss out. It'll be something big and a great experience. I don't wanna miss out on it! No, never. Anything but that.

Urgh. I feel like such a bad friend. Really. I donno why i feel like crap now. I need to borrow someone's shoulders.

[I'm breaking into pieces]
i wonder if it's because i keep things suppressed withiin myself for too long. Once i explode, it gets out of hand.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;