;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Friday, June 30, 2006

12:49 AM

At the rate I'm coughin, I think i'll cough out blood any min. *cough cough* I feel faint. I wanna get well, like SOON. =( Luckily i didn't need to do the oral presentation today. Otherwise I think my voice would just make my classmates "switch off". Bah~* NO, not sexy voice. Just deeper. And hoarse. =.=

Trip to Wingtai after school was not really fulfilling except i got some pretty good deals lar. Din purchase a lot. Got a formal shirt, a necklace and a red hat. Hur.

Met up with Shawn after that at Pasta. Told us more about what he expects blah blah blah. Pretty interesting. It'll be good exposure. For me, it's not basically the money. The experience is the main thing that counts. I'm lookin forward to it. However, i can't help but have some doubts about the organisation. Oh well. We're meeting up on Saturday and hopefully, my unanswered questions on mind can be answered. =) The key word is, "WATCH YOUR BACK". Yeah.

I'm beginning to think i peek my head too much into other's business. I tried to help and ended up making this worse. And what more? Creating more misunderstandings between parties. And guess what? I get misunderstood too so frequently, i'm so sick of it. I try to gel groups of ppl together, and in turn all i get is the response of people feeling akward hanging around one another. WTF. Silence, but i know what's goin on in your heads when we hang out together. Perhaps I should just start minding my own stuff and remain in my own circle of thought while things happen around me. I shall just keep quiet. It's just not me to see things happen but not do something. That ain't me. Wat should I do? I do not have a single clue either at this moment in time.

Haish, two of my besties are sick. Stephy! Joshua! Get well soon. Maybe i did spread those evil germs to you guys. Causing ya to be sick now. =( I'm sorry.More water, more rest. Henry! You shuang, hols are coming. Don't waste it.

I'm gone.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Wednesday, June 28, 2006

11:53 PM

[currently in love with Fan Yi Cheng's Love Story]

I'm feeling all groggy while typing out this entry. Cos i've just taken my awful medicine an hour ago, and it has been taking effect on me not long after it was popped into my mouth. Yesh! I wanna drown my body in H20. Shall listen to Karen and guai guai drink more water. I wanna get my voice back! My good health back!!! Shoo to the bugs and germs dat are still clinging onto me. =.=

I've just managed to complete my outline for the trial presentation during CommSk tmr...=D Underage Teenage Sex. I've found out another alternative I can do for the actual one. And i promise you. It'll be quite interesting. =D I'm just trying to locate one more thing for the presentation. Gotta start writing soon. Some of my peers are already done with their actual one. Gosh. I'm stressed. =(

Meeting up with Qing and the rest to go to Wingtai HQ tmr. She wants to get formal wear. Will be meeting up with Shawn and Stephy for dinner. Some interview of some kind. Good. At least I'll be able to know the scope of the event planning. =)

Oh, Aaron popped me a msg. After so long, it's nice to know i'm still remembered. =)

I feel the room spin around me,guess i'd better get to bed quick. Ciao. Gdnite.

[i'm worried for econs. But it's too late crying over spilled milk. I'm goin to anyway. Haish.]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;

3:18 PM

I'm here in BUS lab 10 after BCS presentation. One project down. *bam!!!* =D

I still feel sick. My stomach is cramping like shit. =( >.<>

Oh. Tat reminds me, I have a 2 min oral presentation tmr for Comm Skills. Die lar!!! I dunno what to do lehs! sobs. I thought of "Underage Sexual Issues". It'll make my class ppl go O.O. =D Hurhe. I'll think about it.

Shawn called. I'm deciding if i should join them in organising the Sentosa events. And maybe join them in organising whatever upcoming clubbing events coming up. Bah~* A lot to tink about.

[i'm in the mood for shopping. Anybody wanna sponsor? =p]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Tuesday, June 27, 2006

10:49 PM

Sobs. I'm bloody saddened lar. Com is sot sot, so my MSN emoticons are like all gone. And when i log online, I have to keep changing my display pic. =.= cos my profiles are not saved. Haish. Sians.

Went back to attend IHT lecture and attend IMF Suntec briefing. Interview was so short lar...I hope I can get chosen!!! And my darlings too! It's a major event I don't wanna miss out! However, major event, so small blunders are a nono. Gee~ Oh my goodness~


bb. Sch's tmr. MC over.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Monday, June 26, 2006

9:33 PM

I JUS NEED TO GET SOMETHING OFF MY CHEST.



I'm just fuckin sick of everything that is happening around me. I'm so sick of people who keep promises and break them or even have the cheek to forget about them. Oh, so does this mean i can also break promises made to them and just chuck the idea of fulfilling them in a corner? I don't wanna be deemed as such a person. I'm so sick of people telling me what they'll do but end up not doin anything at all.Make me seems so insignificant in their lives they shouldn't bother about what they've conveyed to me about. Sadly, they are the people closest in my life who seems to be making me feel these way.

People who used to care so much about me are not giving a damn bout what's happening in my life. People who didn't used to care about me are putting in too much concern and it makes me feels as if they're just trying to have a dig at how my life is like at the moment. I hate feeling this way. Fuck this feeling. Don't pull me up from the waters and dump me in again. Fuck you.

I'm feelin deep down in the wallows now. Hello ppl~?? I'm not having fun. I'm feeling fuckin stressed up too. Don't tell me how much fun you've had with someone else or whatsoever. I'm in no mood and why are you telling me all this when it doesn't even got a thing gotta do with me? Spare me your grandmutha's fucking stories and get on with life. Come' on. Get ur personality right. Don't play who you aren't and try to get more you know you can't handle. Get a life. And if you really think they make better friends, so be it. I can't be bothered.

You know, i hate being taken for granted.

Ok. Tat feels good. =.=
And friends, don't misunderstand, I do love you homies. DArlings, u noe who u are.

Apparently, things are NOT goin on the right track.
1) Terribly sick (High fever gone on for like days...., flu, cough, sore throat, left without a voice, headaches, blah blah, whatever you can think of. Oh yeah, Red eyes)
2) Com is goin sot.
3)Com goin sot leads to things being accomplised very slowly.
4)Thing being accomplished slowly makes me fucked up. Yeah.
5) So much things to do, so little time
6) I hate my uncle's family. I just wish they can get the hell outta my sight. LIke *poof!* and they're gone. =.=

Being sick for the pass few days have made me a madwoman staying at home. Imagine. Without a voice! I can't speak. =( And I feel so guilty having my BCS group to rush out so much stuff without me around. Shit me. I feel freaking guilty. I hope i get my voice back by Wed, cos that'll be the presentation. Urgh. Gosh...help mi!

I dunno what else to say man....haish.
Jus completed the forms for the Suntec convention thingy tmr. Have to go back school just to hand in the application and interview. Grand thing i don't wanna miss out. It'll be something big and a great experience. I don't wanna miss out on it! No, never. Anything but that.

Urgh. I feel like such a bad friend. Really. I donno why i feel like crap now. I need to borrow someone's shoulders.

[I'm breaking into pieces]
i wonder if it's because i keep things suppressed withiin myself for too long. Once i explode, it gets out of hand.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Friday, June 23, 2006

12:02 AM

Did i mention? I went to work for oni 1 hour for pack up. I dragged my feet all the way der and was only needed for an hour. Waste of my time. Fuck Vincent lar. Why must he be so prejudiced against Joseph. He was making things difficult for him lar. KNN.

Fell asleep on the train. I feel the whole world spinning around me. Luckily i got a seat or else i think i wouldn't be able to tahan till Pasir Ris. A kind Malay auntie woke me up when we reached Pasir Ris. =) Went to get lunch for myself. Sushi. Ended up not having appetite to eat.
Took a rest. Took medicine. Fell asleep again. And nobody was home. Mum was out =.=.

Rushed to school for project. Mind was blank lar. My apologies my group members. They had to see Miss Goh without me. Then for BCS. Stayed at lab for about an hour. Couldn't tahan. Went home to rest. I cursed bus 15 for letting me wait so long. My legs were goin jelly can?! I was staring blankly all the way to Pasir Ris interchange.

Finally, home sweet home. Plonked. I landed on my bed until 10pm. Had dinner. Did dreamweaver. And now, bb, i'm goin to rot in bed again. It's to school tmr morning again.

[dying of fatigue]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Thursday, June 22, 2006

12:18 PM

I had a bad night. Was shivering all over even with blanket. Hardly got any sleep. High fever. Seh diao lar. Practically dragged my feet to work.

Met Vincent at staff entrance. WTF. He smoke till i buay tahan. *faints*

Off to school. Bye.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;

12:40 AM

My throat is hurting. My head is burning. I'm feeling bloody irritated. Havin a severe sore throat and fever. I'm shivering but i'm burning. WTF. Tmr there's still work and school project meetings. =.= I'm so gonna collapse. I hope i don't on my way to school or home. Urgh. I hate this. I hope downing water will help now.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Wednesday, June 21, 2006

1:43 AM

Wee~ I've been tryin to resize my picture at the side. Urgh. Adjust till i sibeh dulan lazy lers. If it's still small by tmr, it means i have to resize it over again. Perhaps the server is lagging. That's y. If it's just nice, =D hur hur, no nid ma fan to do anithin.

Work was pretty ok. So little customers. So slack lar. I loike~~~~=X

Off to school in morn tmr. Sians half.

Came home, kinda quarrelled with mum. KNS lar she. She always says things at the wrong time.
=.=

[my ego is like at the bare minimal. So is my esteem. Don't push it further.]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Tuesday, June 20, 2006

2:31 PM

So sick
I gotta change the station that I have
Cause all i hear is you
It just keeps reminding me
Of all the things we used to do
And I know that I should turn
Off the radio
But it's the only place I hear your voice anymore
(It's ridiculous)
It's been months since I've spoken to you
(You aint keep in touch)
Don't know why it came to this no
(But enough is enough)
No more walking round with my head down
I don't wanna be a fool
Crying over you
If you're so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
You said you loved me
Why aren't you here?
I'm so sick of your love songs
So sad and slow
But I just can't turn off the radio
Gotta fix that calendar I have
That's marked July 16th
Cause it seems like you forgot
That was our anniversary
When I heard your song
It made it hard to erase your memory
Now when I hear your songs I know it's best for me
I can't believe that your
So sick of love songs
So tired of tears
You said you loved me
Why aren't you here?
I'm so sick of your love songs
So sad and slow
But I just can't turn off the radio

Ooh
(Now that I'm gone)
Now that I'm gone
(I wanna be left alone)
Ooh
And everytime I see your smile
It's looking at our child
You should know
Ooh why can't you move on?
some hearts are meant to be broken;;

1:18 AM

Zouk on the whole was ok. Not as good as how i expected it would be. But it was my classmates and friends who made it fun lar. =D Hur hur. 09, you ppl rawk. =D

Had fun dancing. The night was so short lar. I didn't had enough of it all. Oh well.

Jitao seh. Gdnite.
[i suddenly feel so bad about myself]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Sunday, June 18, 2006

5:02 AM

Work was slow and tiring. As usual. =.= Lala~ Heard from qing that wagons are fuckin messy. I'm not gonna care. lala~=X Finally managed to receive the commision from Winston for Piero. After so long lar! Dearest Qing went down to Newton to collect. Thanks darling! If not wil dunno drag until when ler. =D Love ya.

Work ended at 6. Managed to reach Tam early. To Mac for soccer. Wootsie. Pity i didn't manage to finish watching everything lar. Last night's match was superb. Damn daddy drove me to bathe. =( Didn't manage to finish watching every bit of it. HOlland!!!!!

Met up with Miss Ho, Huixin, Weibin and Wilson at 9.30pm. Received call from Weibin while on the way to MRT station lar. I was like in a total blur state. Didn't know where I was goin lar. So blur! Finally made out the place to meet when Miss Ho came along and said hi. Wee~ =D *blur cock i noe*

It was then to East Coast for dinner/super. Sambal sotong!!! My favourite. =D Then to Gelare at Siglap.Shop was preparing to close at 12am. So early! Damn it lor, seems so hard to even find one place to chill the night. -.- Where the fuck have the nightlife in Singapore gone? Bah~ Oh yes, did i mention? Wilson is damn pro at flash! Haha. Someone i can turn to for project set up~ *grins* He offered to help out anyway. They went to safra play bowling after dropping me off at tecc.

Now we're stuck at Darling's stephy's house. PILLOW FIGHT! Wee~* I'm tired physicall but feeling so awake mentally lar. Fuck work tmr. Urgh. Vincent really think i superwoman work all full shift everyday. Shit him.. Knn. 10-5pm tmr. =.= I pray customers don't give a fuck outta me tmr. Urgh.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =X *pray pray pray...pretty pls*

Lala....clubbin tmr. Zouk out peeps. Gdnite.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Friday, June 16, 2006

1:24 AM

ATTENTION! BOXER IS MISSIN! ( just in case you donno who's dat, it's my darling, xiuqing's doggie)
Anybody spotted a white westie in the area of tampines?!!! Please contact us asap!!! =( Boxer!!! Go back home! Go back home!!!!!!!!! >.<

Work was tiring today. Full shift lar. =.= CAnnot tahan. My legs are cramping already. Ok, i sound old. -.- And i did something bad today. Bah~

I have so much i want to say, but i can't put them into words properly. Shit me. I guess i'm too tired ler bah. Tmr's from 12-8. Sians. (at this moment in time, i have forgotten again what i wanted to type)

.
.
.
.
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I needed someone to talk to. But it just seems that everyone is so busy with their own lives that they can't be bothered to give a hoot about me. WTF. =(

I'm falling asleep in front of the comp. Practically beginning to doze off already. Tat's how tired i really am.
[i have lost my direction in life. It just makes me want to fall deep in sleep. I'm just too tired. Of everything.]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Thursday, June 15, 2006

1:52 AM

Henry was saying why i always have weird people stepping onto my toes everyday . Urgh. Shitty bom bom la...

Bugis street shoppin trip with Stephy! Liew....i not bad ma...is see suit you den tell u buy one ar...=( Hur. Bought 2 tops, necklace, and 2 pairs of earrings. Hmm. Not satisfied lehs....Wait till i get my pay. Hiek Hiek~

Tmr's full shift. I'm having doubts bout wat i'm goin to do tmr...Oh wells.
bb.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Wednesday, June 14, 2006

1:12 AM

I'm pretty satisfied with the progress of BCS. To my surprise, I managed to figure out how to do up the webpage properly using Dreamweaver. Woots. =) Tmr's meeting in school cancelled. Meeting up with darl Stephy and Zhiyi tmr to go Bugis before my work commences at 5pm at Taka.

Today was weird lar...So many things happened I can't seem to remember each and everyone. That's how bad my memory is. I've even forgotten what I wanted to blog about. I just remembered the security guard chasing the customers out again. Lols. I guess that's the only thing i can remember vividly because I'm most awake when it's time to go home. lala~~~* =p I remembered seeing one of the PaceSetter's senior. He went like, " Hey! You workin part time arh! You went for Pace interview rite!!!" Yea. That's about it. He's cute and erms, yeah, but his I think, supposingly, girlfriend looked like she's just came outta bed lar. -.- Joseph and I were the only ones left lar after Kelly and Joanne left at 6pm. Some fuckin self assumed "tai-tais" really got on my nerves i tell you. =.= I'm too tired to explain. But oh well,in short, madams, if you are really that rich, go shop at Prada, Lv, Guess shops, blar blar lar! They're just at level 1 of Taka! Why waste your time shopping at some departmental stores sales section and "dirtying" your hands rummaging through sale items? *rolls eyes* Fuck you. And yesSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! WTH! Kiddos are getting outta hand I tell you. Shit you kids who mess up clothes with NO intention of getting em at all. Itchy hands and fingers. Snobbish kids. Go back to secondary school and learn the definition of "courtesy". I was nice to just say, " excuse me" than to say " Fuck you, scram and don't block the way and touch those newly folded clothes with no intention of getting em."

Watever lar. Ciao
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Tuesday, June 13, 2006

12:38 AM

It just seems as if i'm practically typing this entry with my eyes closed. Both eyes were oh so swollened when i woke up today at 7 and prepared for project meetin at 9am in school. Dragged my feet to school. Met Eric at the interchange. He was goin for his lab session.

Met up for IntHT and OB project. Took a hell load of time on IntHT lar...Not that we weren't efficient. It was just that loads of brainstorming had to be done and my brain juices aren't producing as rapidly as they would with enough sleep. Yawns. OB on the other hand was fast. Finished all discussions at Norgen -vass durin lunch.

Proceeded to Taka for work. =.= Knn. Some ppl really get on my nerves lar...WTF. Some customer lost her purse and accused promoters of stealing it. Wadda hell~ . Shit her. I love the uncle who closes the shutters on time at 9.30pm and go" oi! excuse me!! We're closing already!". =D tnkiew security uncle. =p That was the only pleasant thing i heard today.

Mum kpkb when i reached home again. I'm just too tired to retaliate. Wadeva~

Bah~* Tmr gotta return to school for econs and bcs project meeting. Work's at 5-10pm as usual~.

Guess i'd better go, i don't wanna end up falling aslp in front of da com again. Conks out.
bb.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Monday, June 12, 2006

1:57 AM

Emo;

I feel the world crashing down on me. ALONE i stand, with no one to share woes and excitements with.

I feel so worn out everyday with everything i do. Projects never seem to stop flooding into my list of things to be done. So little time, so much work. How am i suppose to cope. I'm practically draggin my feet to places i need to go each day. And as day passes, i wonder why am i workin so hard for.

No more encouragements and words of, 'it'll be ok'.
No more hugs and kisses and words of assurance.
My faith's dying as the day passes.
Let it stay that way.
One day, my heart'll be dead,
Or maybe, it already is?
I can't help feelin emtied up inside.


LEAVE ME ALONE.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Sunday, June 11, 2006

12:37 AM


Dead beat. And some thoughts kept me thinkin;

Congrats Qi Wei kor kor!!! =D Married a pweeti tai tai!!!! Attended his ROM today...Woke up at 7am. Total seh i tell you. YaWnX. You must bring me to Thailand to the dog resort k! I wanna play with doggies!!! My lovelies! =)

Rushed back to TP for PaceSetter's interview. Shitty lar. The questionaire i dunno hw to answer lar! Haish, don think can get in le lars. Interview was still pretty ok as compared to the questionaire. How how how!!! T.T

Dearest Mich passed me Zouk tickets le. Muahahahahha! =X I'm awaiting the arrival of 18th . But fuck work. Full shift dat day. Dat means i'm released at 10pm. Wat da! =( But nvm!!! Wee~*

Met up with Tiko pei, Ser pei pei and dearest Stephy today. =D Valley 8 play billard. They played, i didn't lar. I felt as if i didn't have a particular place i wanted to go lar. They went to Madam Wong's tonight. =( I wanna go!!!! Sobs.But have work today and didn't inform mum in advance. Had to be home early, so went to meet Wei Li instead for koppi at Starbucks. Oh wells, heard from him the club soso nia, so, hur hur, it's something to console me. =X But i know they're gonna enjoy the night out with each other's company. =D my homies rawk lar. =) I promise i'll be there for Zouk lar, really......

Bah~flu again lar, Shitty bom bom. REached home jiu kept sneezing. Didn't manage to catch the match tonight. Score 's 1-0? I tink. Dad said it was boring. Oh well~~~

Thoughtsofdaday~: i'm falling in love. With "if i can't have you".
[All it took was just one look, before i knew it i was hooked, She put my lovin to the test. I must confess. If i can't have you, I don't wanna be with no-one else. If i can't have you, baby i would rather be, by myself.] =)


some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Wednesday, June 07, 2006

11:47 PM

mug mug mug~mid sem tests halfway through. Gambate!!! Thinkin about the amount of projects i have to complete makes me wanna faint. *screams!!!*

I can't stand those immature ways of yours.

It's impossible to love you. I've decided to keep the distance. Period.

[run it]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Monday, June 05, 2006

8:39 PM

Haish. Econs...i think i suck at it. Totally crapped microecons today. Conked out man. =(

Wed's OB....piah ah!
some hearts are meant to be broken;;

1:05 AM

.Unfaithful.
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cuz it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

[Bridge:] And I know that he knows
I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'

[Chorus:] I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer

[Verse 2:] I feel it in the air
As I'm doin my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say won't be long
Just hangin' with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Our love... his trust I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
But I don't wanna do this... anymore Oooohhh... anymore

[i didn't wanted to be the reason you walked out the door.]
[don come too close, for i will shun away]
term tests starts tmr...*faints*
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Saturday, June 03, 2006

1:32 AM

This month's definitely not my month. Fuck the past few days. I've been feeling deep down the valleys from the start since my b'day. It's total shit, i can't describe the amount of it i've been goin through.

Work at Marina for the two days was HORRIBLE. Did store. So damn busy today. Wonder how Joseph manages to cope himself during the past few months.

Uber pissed by customers just now. Bunch of fuckers. An old fucker. Another fucker who thinks he's some kinda hot stuff. WTF!? He's my papa's and uncle's classmate so i shall spare him the ugly words. Fuck Vincent. Called him so many times and he didn't pick up. Wat kinda fuckin manager is he. Shit him. URGH. FUCK JUNE. -.-

I hate those days i keep repeating "fuck" i tell you, it weighs exactly how much i am fucked up. AH! damn fuck. See, i'm doin it again.

Oh yea, Wei Yang and Wei Li came to visit. DArling Qing, Bk papa and CH uncle came to pick me up after work. Thanks. =)

I'm damn tired i tell you..

[i'm feeling so damn demoralised. My esteem is fuckin low now. I feel damn ugly . Dat's all i can say.]
[All i needed was someone's shoulder to lean on goin home, All i needed was someone to hold when i feel like cryin. No one. It's getting more and more difficult to let anyone in.]
*TORN*

bb
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
Thursday, June 01, 2006

12:33 AM

I'm 17! I'm definitely lookin forward to my 18th bday. I'm gonna party like siao nxt year i don care. Humph. Damn pissed with my mum. Shan't elaborate. I don wanna kip those unhappy tots.

I had a bad day on my bday. I totally broke down. Few know why. However, my friends made my day. =D I JUS WANNA SAY I LOVE U ALL. Stephy, my darling, sorry couldn't pei ni to MOS.

Karen Michelle. We KRM shall stick tgt k! I love u gurls. Thanks for the pressie. I absolutely love it. I can't imagine poly life without the two of you. =) Yes, and thank you 1h09. =)

Isabel and mi...in Lab during project.

Jing Xuan! You never fail to make me roll on da floor with your laughter!

Baobei Karen and I....Michelle went back early...=(


QING,SHARON,ANGELIA,YIWEN,JOSHUA,HENRY,BK PAPA, CH UNCLE,RONALD,HISA. =) You made me whole again on my birthday. Totally. You've done so much i didn't expect you would. You guys made me feel especially special on that day. It's been so long i've last felt cherished.No words can express how much i wanna thank all of you. I'm sorry if you've been worried about me, I had a terrible week. I wasn't really in my best mood i admit. But you guys lit me up instantly. =D Not forgetting my other "family". WEi Li, Huey Wen, Angel, Wei Yang. Lols. Thanks for those wishes. Esp Wei Li and Wei Yang....you all came all the way down to my house there to wish tiny happy birthday!!!!!! =) And for all the others, you're not forgotten. I love you as much. =D Rena would die a happy girl i tell you with all of you as friends.

There you go, pics. They speak a thousand words.


Qing darl and I at Swensons after XMen III


Me and my cake. =p


Man zu face.

There was no group foto. =( Saddened. For one last time, I love you ppl!!!!!!

Vincent called to wish mi happy b'day. -.- Sibeh diao, den ask mi to work today, Thur, Fri. -.- Thur till 9.30. Fri till 11. Lala~ Mid sem test comin. Nxt week! And i'm still workin, nt studyin. Chiong arh! Sobs.

[I realised i've been strong for too long. Emptiness go away! shoo! =( ]

bb~*
some hearts are meant to be broken;;