;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

12:03 AM

Monday blues~

I didn't have enough sleep since i reached home so late last night and only managed to fall aslp about 3am. And damn. My hair was still wet when i fell asleep. =.= Urgh. Shyt man. End result: Bad hair day today.

CommSki for 2 hours,BCS lab session for 3 hours, CommSki make up for 2 hrs. KNS. Urgh. I almost fell aslp during BCS. Total bore lar.

Stephy darling! You scared me, but i'm glad you gave me a ring. Bah~* Just keep in mind, it's never worth it to allow urself to suffer and cry in silence all the time because of someone. Love urself gurl.Zi ai! I know what you're like and it's so not you to be behaving this way. Karma, you call it, but i don't really think so larh. At times, you think he's the one for you, but the fact is that, he ain't really suitable afterall. You know it urself eh? I'm in no position to comment much lar, but i just can't bear to see you crying over the same old issue over and over again. Just like when in the past you couldn't bear to see me doin the same as well. Oh well, as i'm typing out this entry, you two may have already made up blah blah blah. But i just wanna let you know that I'll be here when you nid me, ready to give you a coffee treat, million zillions of huggies or aniting nice to make you feel better yah? =) Muackies ya darl? SMILE. =D

I may not know how you feel totally, but I've been there, done that.Love. Wtf's that man?It's blinding.It knocks out my ability to think for myself sensibly at times. Ah~ I still haven regained my faith completely up till now.I'm perhaps just sick and tired, or maybe afraid of facing it all over again, and having to pick myself up after falling hard. I yearn for somebody to love and being loved in return, but the fear of getting my heart broken will never fail to tide me over lar...Haish. I'll outgrow it, i know it, when i know i've found the one. Sometimes temptations just make me wanna go for the "Try it out, not suitable, dump" relationships.Perhaps it won't hurt as much cos not too much hopes will be pinned onto it. Bah~~~~~ Mayb i'm just not ready lar.. =(

*Rena left. Deep in thought.I feel so fuckin lost.* I hope my special someone comes around soon. I feel so deserted.
Ai cuo.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;