;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Monday, May 29, 2006

11:20 PM

I JUS WANNA SCREAM. Havin a fuckin headache now. URGH!!!!!!!

Jus completed Microecons tutorial. I a bit catch no ball. And after doin that i find that i can't tahan to do another RHT tutorial.

BCS lesson was fuckin boring lar. I ended up chatting away with BK papa and CH uncle. Haha. 3 and 1/2 hr BCS lessons. At least i listened to the 3 hrs one lors...limited attention span. Hur.

B'day's tmr...I'm 16 on goin 17! How exciting~~~ Right. -.- Bo mood lar.

bb~*
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Sunday, May 28, 2006

1:13 AM

I TIO EYE INFECTION....SUAY KA....~ haish...=( Sibeh suay. I tink cos of my contacts. Contaminated.Went to see a doctor on Thursday after dance. Don't worry my darlings Karen and Michelle, i'm ok. Thanks ya'll classmates! 09! I'm ok!!! =D Met up wit Joshua and Henry after dance. They pei wo go see doctor. Eyes were bloodshot red and swollen. =[ My darling and I at my house before setting off! Loads of photo-whoring, BEWARE. =X May cause you to feel sick.

We never do fail to....make faces whenever possible. =D (while waiting for service to commence)




Angelia!!! On our way to Marina in cab.


At Carls' jr....hiek hiek~ I'm waiting for my onion rings...=D
Our lot!!!

I don't look kiddish in this foto ok!!!! Sob.


How could i live without you....New York cheese cake...The potato salad damn nice lar...Why no rhumba frap le....java chip's the new name~!

The MEN. Chillin at Starbucks.


The Scandal~* Muahahah! Look at Josh's xin fu face. Wahahaha. =X

Went for Korean food! Yummy...

Proceeded to walk around at marina Square...WAAH!! I wanna buy those Mango tops and bottoms! The ones from Topshop also damn nice lar!!! I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

It was then to make a delivery of da dvd to Miss Ho's house.Henry sent me home. yala! I scared lar!!! Thanks lar...=p

My legs are about to break from all the walkin done today on my heels. Oh gawd~ i nid an I-squeeze man.

hah~bb...orh orh le....=D
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Thursday, May 25, 2006

12:16 AM

*tired lyk shit~*

rushed BCS today....whew~*

Sob,didn't meet Wei Li, Angel they all. Had to study for OB and prepare for commsk. Sibeh sian. =( I missed out so much fun.

Meeting Stephy tmr in the morn~ yawnx!

Upcomin days packed with activities. Peng~*

bb~
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

10:51 PM

*Edited*
Projects! Tests! Tutorials!!! Tons of work waiting for me to complete. I'm gonna cry man...WAAH~!!!!! Now who said poly is not stressful!!!!

I WANT A DIGI CAM!!!!!! =( I TINK MY CAM SPOIL LE....SOT SOT LE!!!!!! sob! =( Bah~Shitty lar. =(

A blink of an eye and tmr's already Wednesday.Omg...Microecons first lesson. I pray i wake up early tmr so i won't be late! 3 hrs of break tmr, gotta rush BCS e-commerce project and Dreamweaver. Sigh. Orh Beh and Comm Sk test on Thur.
WAD A WEEK. =.=

O yea, dance class starts this Thur. I got into modern dance...6-7.30pm..ANGEL!!! DANCE'S SO GONNA BE NOT FUN WITHOUT YOU LAR. STEPHY ALSO!!!! T.T .Liew, anybody wanna jio me out for dinner after dat? Lols.

Met up with evil Cat after school. iHT lecture cancelled!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHHAH! Slacked at Starbucks lor. Suddenly realised i've been goin there very often. Lala~ java chip and New York Cheese cake never fails to lift up my mood lar! The sense of man zu gan~ Wooo! =x But man zu= more pounds! Walan eh. Sobs.
Soh round TM. Saw Alvin with his sec sch friends. Didn't realise it was him at first. Oh wells~ Lala~*
Wei Yang came so late lar! KNS~ say mit Wei Li at 6pm become 7.30pm~ Bo bian, i gotta go home. So much work to rush lar!!! Urgh.

*Junji told mi to mention bout him in my blog. So i did. There! i say he told me to mention him in my blog wot!!! =X hur hur~

bb~*
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Sunday, May 21, 2006

6:08 PM

I've been doin my work since 1pm till now...Havin a terrible headache. So decided to take a break and do some bloggin~ Urgh. I can feel my head spinning lyk shit lar...Skipped lunch today. Didn't have any appetite to eat. Bah~* Bo mood for aniting.

The amount of work seems to pile on and on...I was stuck on Microecons(not tat it's too difficult or wat but just couldn't get aniting in) and decided to skip it and do the rest. Completed BCS quiz and tutorial. Did Orh Beh. mcq,RHT tutorial. I can feel myself doin them blindly. *faints* Completed research for tmr's Commsk written test; Teenage suicides, Terrorism. Will decide on which one tmr. *prays qn won't be too difficult!!!*
Tons of projects waiting for me to complete lar....Tests comin soon...on week of 5th June. WTH...

Just received a call from Pacesetters...Interview's brought forward to 10th June. It's like oni 2 weeks from now, and my formal wear is still not ready. -.-

There're so many tasks waiting for me to accomplish but i just keep procrastinating. WTF's wrong with me. I never do learn do i?! Haish.

*I want a clean break. From everything.*
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Saturday, May 20, 2006

11:45 PM

Feeling better now, thanks to darling Karen, Wei Li, Junji. =D

Didn't managed to have mood to study today at home after quarrellin with mum....=.= Ended up meetin Wei Li, for Mac and Starbucks. Muahahah! Analysed the 50 ways of sex tips on Cleo. Darn farni lar...Oh yea,we saw the campus superstar guy!!! The wear specs, nerdy nerdy de!!! Not Adriano, the other one...Haha! Kept makin fun of him lar...Wei Li said "Scarly he buy coffee hor, he got extra large serving". Does the Singapore Idol commercial re-enactment. The one with the ice kachang guy...Wahahahhaha! Laff ka pengs. Ate my fav!!! New york cheesecake!!! Man zu!!!!! =p
Wei Li ish evil, cos he kept hitting my head...I dumb enuff le noe!!! sobs! Haha..Idiot, kip nudgin you, nver reply. Pig sia. =X

B'days arrivin soon. However, i don seem to look forward to dat day. Suddenly it feels like it's nothing significant to me anymore. Trip to MOS on dat dae is confirmed. But i doubt i'm gonna enjoy it as much as i tink i would. Bah~*

*the emptiness within strikes back. WTF. I feel like breaking down again*
bye.
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3:10 PM

I'm pissed. Fucked up. Nothin will make me feel better for the day. KNS.

Sorry Wei Li. =( I'll make it up to you.
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

9:29 PM

Stupid bus. So damn slow. Took 45 min to get to school today. I'm so gan dong!!!! 1H09! I love u all....Knew wot dey did? They knew Hilmi, Kok Sheng and I were late, so they took the chance to change time on the wall clock when the econs teacher went off to get some stuff. Lol! So we won't be marked late!!! Woah!!!!!! TOUCHED!!!!!! They turned it back to the original time before she came back and after we reached. =p

Lessons were boring, as usual. KRM spent OB lecture drawing our hands. Lol. It was dat boring can?! =.=

Skipped RHT lecture...Went to find Stephy darl at TM...went to have lunch and off to bugis!
Began foto whoring...Waha. Spastic faces i noe...=x
*oink!*Shot 1~Shot 2~

combi of 1+2 !!! Lols!

The norm and the spastic. Duck face! *quack~*

*pouts*


Fat Fat fat!!!!

No fear! Be slim! Drink milk tea!


Act cute I noe...You're squirming with disgust i noe....Lols!

BB~*
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12:22 AM

Total seh. SEH.

Met up with PRSS folks after school today ended at 3. No intHT lecture....WEE~ But it's quiz week lar, so i'd better mug tmr...=.= I've decided to skip RHT lecture tmr. I don't wanna spend 3 hours rotting in school to go to a 2 hr lecture. Moreover, i tink i can understand better reading it up by myself. all about secondary data, primary data in research. BAh~*

My head is hurting lyk shyt. DAmn it. Urgh. Hao nan shou!!! >.<

bb.
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

12:03 AM

Monday blues~

I didn't have enough sleep since i reached home so late last night and only managed to fall aslp about 3am. And damn. My hair was still wet when i fell asleep. =.= Urgh. Shyt man. End result: Bad hair day today.

CommSki for 2 hours,BCS lab session for 3 hours, CommSki make up for 2 hrs. KNS. Urgh. I almost fell aslp during BCS. Total bore lar.

Stephy darling! You scared me, but i'm glad you gave me a ring. Bah~* Just keep in mind, it's never worth it to allow urself to suffer and cry in silence all the time because of someone. Love urself gurl.Zi ai! I know what you're like and it's so not you to be behaving this way. Karma, you call it, but i don't really think so larh. At times, you think he's the one for you, but the fact is that, he ain't really suitable afterall. You know it urself eh? I'm in no position to comment much lar, but i just can't bear to see you crying over the same old issue over and over again. Just like when in the past you couldn't bear to see me doin the same as well. Oh well, as i'm typing out this entry, you two may have already made up blah blah blah. But i just wanna let you know that I'll be here when you nid me, ready to give you a coffee treat, million zillions of huggies or aniting nice to make you feel better yah? =) Muackies ya darl? SMILE. =D

I may not know how you feel totally, but I've been there, done that.Love. Wtf's that man?It's blinding.It knocks out my ability to think for myself sensibly at times. Ah~ I still haven regained my faith completely up till now.I'm perhaps just sick and tired, or maybe afraid of facing it all over again, and having to pick myself up after falling hard. I yearn for somebody to love and being loved in return, but the fear of getting my heart broken will never fail to tide me over lar...Haish. I'll outgrow it, i know it, when i know i've found the one. Sometimes temptations just make me wanna go for the "Try it out, not suitable, dump" relationships.Perhaps it won't hurt as much cos not too much hopes will be pinned onto it. Bah~~~~~ Mayb i'm just not ready lar.. =(

*Rena left. Deep in thought.I feel so fuckin lost.* I hope my special someone comes around soon. I feel so deserted.
Ai cuo.
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Monday, May 15, 2006

1:34 AM

Happy Mama's day baybeh!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Went to Fei Zai Weng to eat nor...treat mama lar! Dunno what to buy her so treat her lor..Liew~ ex lehs. 200 bucks...luckily daddy say we'll split the bill. Muahahah! Bought a top for her also...Pok liao! =X

It was to Shihan's house after lunchin. Slept at her house lor. Total seh. Dunno how come i sho tired lehs. =( Woke up at 6pm sia!!! Then went to soh around Jurong Point. Bought a denim jacket and a mini cardigan!!! =D Wee~

Idiot Wei Li, ppl tired cannot meh!!!! Pig jiu pig lor!!! =X Tok bout bike buang~ Haha!!! Internal joke lar....YOu pro lar..I not as pro as u lar...=X His bike buang surely not me make one hor!!!

I was surprised to receive his msgs. Oh well. >.<> But there were no replies after dat. =.=
ciao~
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Saturday, May 13, 2006

1:30 PM

Wliew~ ruined my tanning plans. Rain ytd ah!!! KNS~ =( But nvm! we played with sand instead. Hah~

Hisa~!!!! It's been so long i've last seen her~



The Piao Kias.


This pic makes me roll on the floor and laff ka pengs

The "Romeo and Juliet" scene...WAHAHAHAHHA =x


After freshin up!

Total seh after that and went for dinner at Habourfront. Shi Lin!!! =x Nice nice nice!

Sorry Wei Li!!!Too tired liaos. Tiny got limited energy one noe!!! Lols. But in the end, i also nver so early slp~ Wahaha. You say de stuff so zun one lar... KNS~ humph~

bb~rain rain go away~
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Thursday, May 11, 2006

11:33 PM

Didn't have the mood to update for the past few days. Managed to check my blog views count. Wee~ i still have constant viewership everyday.Bout 30. Haha. Surprisingly. I'm beginning to think that my entries are getting boring as days pass. *rolls eyes* And ppl who read my blog, I LOVE YOU!!!YES YOU!!! Cos it shows that you give a damn to what's happening in my life and that you do care a hoot.. =) Muackies and huggies. Lol.

Poly life's been so good so far. =) 1H09 is still as "rah rah" as ever. One change is that Benedict will be transfering to A&F. Walan eh!!!! Pangseh me =(... Haish. We'll miss him, no doubt bout that. =) Hilmi, u idiot. We were so upset when u told the class you would be leavin as well. KNS!!!! BLUFF US U LIAR!!!!! *stares!* I pinch u den you noe ah!!! Pinch ur neh neh i tell you!!!! =X (i'm gentle k....=X) But i love my class lar....=D Esp my darlings Karen and Mich! WE
re da KRM: Bite you! Slap you! Pinch you ah!!! Don't play play arh! =X aiseh~~~ lols.


Projects are handed out one after another...Whew~ Jus completed BCS and another assignment is already given. =.= Liew eh... Peng sia. I'm still feeling a lil blur bout Microecons. Cham liaos. Haish. *shakes head* I feel so stupid when everyone understands and i'm lyk "huh". Sob. Must read it up again arh!!!!!!!

Met up with Wei Li after goin shopping with Karen. Bought our formal jacket from Double Index. NIce lar!!! I loike lar! Wee~ And 2 spags from Baleno...=)

Watched Poseidon with evil Wei Li after havin dinner at Pasta's. Haha. Liew~ Sorry lar! Dunno you don't drink ice tea de mar...dunno u prefer fusilli to spagetti mar....Sorry lor!!!!My bad....

Poseidon ish a nice show!!! Effects damn good. =D Worth a watch ppl!!! Lala~

Meetin up with my fellow Piao Kias tmr...Trip to Sentosa! Tanning! Wee woo Weet! I miss my darling...Though i jus saw her ytd. Lols. And yea, u can show ur bernangnangs, I don't have liao to show! =X *whistles~~* =p *skips around~*

Fotos!!! comin up soon. Watch this screen baybeh~~~!!!! =D gdnite.
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Sunday, May 07, 2006

12:29 AM

I bought my Take The Lead Cd!!! Wahaha! Hesitated at first, but i bought it anyway...=X nice nice NICE!!!

Met up with Daryl, Derrick and Miao at Delifrance Whitesands today...Study arh!!! Liew~i feel so hardworkin...*vomits*=X However, i only managed to complete RHT, CommSk, and MicroEcons. Hafta chiong the others tmr...Still got tutorials tmr lor!!! T.T Stephy's comin round my house tmr do hmk tmr...lala~* She was supposed to join us today but something cropped up. Oh well~ Bah....Nvm!

It was then to meet Josh and Henry for dinner at Tm~ Josh, don cry, i will help you de...=X I pity you, really...Wahahahha~~~!!!!!! =X To pavilion, met a coup of ppl der...Ace, Wei Li, etc~ Liew Wei li...u so bad...Humph! Don wan tok to eu le~~~ =( sobs....you bully Tiny lor~~~KNS~ =X

(Warning:the following may make you go "huh"Jus ignore me will you?)
You know, i jus feel i'm no far better. Haish. I'm feelin so irritated, so damn pissed with myself lar. AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *phew*

I'm damn tired lar, but i can get to slp lehs..Dunno why. What the fuck's wrong with me mans...=.= *Zzz...*
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Thursday, May 04, 2006

11:39 PM

I'm feelin the heat. Work are piling up...Projects are assigned.Deadlines gonna clash. Tutorials...Quizes.STRESS AH!!!!
So many make up lessons cos of Vesak Day and labour day~ =(
>.<

I wanna watch movie! I wan Piao Kia's outing!!! Liew...

Ciao~* I'm so dead tired now. =.= On fone with Wei Li...He says i'm stupid tiny~

Gdnite~
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

11:32 PM

Back from Phuket! Trip was still ok...3 Days 2 nights there wasn't enough lar! Visited a lot of places like the Patong Beach which was hit by the tsunami...Business has regained....Shophouses are rebuilt. The place is still as beautiful as it was before the tragedy hit. Oh well....not enough time to shop lar...=( Bah~ I'm lazy to describe the little details of the trip.Total seh before i set off.Had orientation the night before..Seh..So here are pics! All rojak tgt!

Wee~ It's an awesome country...Not many high rise buildings...beautiful landscapes...

It was a 30 min ride from the airport to Allamanda resort...A pity i forget to snap a pic of the rooms! Highly recommended place to spend your honeymoon!!! We proceeded to this tidbits shop where all kinda traditional Thai snacks were available....Woo~~~ My discovery...PORN!!!! And it's totally yummy i tell you...It's some rice cracker...Nyeheh!
Elephant rides! I loike!!! We took a 45 min ride into the forests and up a hill.All the trees in the forest were rubber trees!..And our elephant's name ish Fanta! It was totally unlike other elephants which pooed during the whole journey~=X Ew~~~
And yeash! How could we forget bout zi-lianing on the elephant?! =p Oh my darling Shihan!!! Wee~ And here's dearest Daddy on the go kart!!! Liew! fun lar!!! I loike to feel the wind in my face...=D yes, daddy decided to decide wot type of car i would have next time for fear...Vroom Vroom! He said i too hiong le....Got meH!? Lols...Go karting ish fun fUn FUN!!! I wanna do it again!
Mummy drove for the first time in dunno how many years...And yeah,she was laggin behind..I couldn't stop laffin...=X US again~ the journeys to the destinations damn long lar...In the mini bus Our resort!Across a lake...Nice rite!!!! =D

Dinner time!!!
The nxt day! Getting ready to set off to Phi Phi Island! WAter sports! Woots..
Why do they have such weird names...first it was PORN, den now PEE PEE...lol
Then men went snorkelling!
Our Phi PHi island guide! Puppy! Handsome leh!!! He's very cute in person!!! 24 yrs old,married with a wife expecting a baby!
Me with the man at the wheel!!!
Tsunami Memorial Park...
Patong Beach...One of the badly hit places when tsunami stroke.

Me on the parachute! Won't fall into the water de lor...But wind direction chnaged so i suay...Plonk. Into the sea I fell...and drank loads of sea water...SAlty lyk shyt.

It was our last night at Phuket...Dinner at Patong beach..and back to the resort to rest...Early morning flight back to S'pore...


Plane touched down at 11+am...Bought my Dior Addict Perfume!!!I'm a happy gurl~ =p

It was then back home and out to Kbox with Darling Shihan while our parents played mahjong at our house...Lols.

Ciao! long post. I'm lazy to elaborate...Still gotta do project research! bb!
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