;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Thursday, March 30, 2006

3:09 PM

I'm so bored at home i could die.. Mum just left home to go to Jurong (shihan's house) for mahjong...sibeh sian.

I remembered being in dampened moods yesterday. Didn't feel like goin home yesterday night after day out with Qing,Fidy and Chun Hong. Decided to take a walk. Jus spotted something which i didn't wanna witness at all. No, i didn't spot someone i know if you're wondering. But just something else. I didn't know it'd made me so upset. You know, i do know that people around me care. Friends, family. And i know people like you are concerned bout me when i mention that i'm not in the best of moods in this blog. You read my blog because you wanna know what's goin on in my life, and because you do care a hoot. (Or don't you?) But sometimes, i just can't help feeling so alone and without anybody i can really relate to. At certain times i find myself feelin so helpless and all but nobody is there to give me a pat and ensure me it's alright. I just sense my mood swings getting worse day by day. What's really happening to me?! I just wanna be alright again.

People say hugs are good, and i think i seriously need one now.

bye. Off to the park. I nid to unwind. Badly.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;