;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Monday, March 13, 2006

1:52 AM

I just wanna scream out loud.AAAAaaaaaHhHhHhhHHHHHhh~!!!!!!!!!!!!! =.=

I'm dead tired. It's already 2~ and i'm stil here bloggin, and guess what. I haven even done my research i need for tmr's interview.

Rite...let's do a back track...WEnt for a bbq at Pasir Ris Park organised by my Malay secondary school friends. Love em. Will miss em to bits since some of us won't end up in the same school...Khairel's in tp!!! Faizal's in Sp...Ahmad dearest is in Sp...blah blah blah. Haish...=( Went there after work with Angelia and Qing...Was already midnight when we reached there...sibeh sian. Had to go home early...Mum kp. Tmd`. Oh wells..To think that it just seems like yesterday when we had a bbq after our prelims..I remembered we had so much fun. I'm just glad there were no racial barriers between us in my class..=D I love 2005 4e4!!!!!!!!!! Thinking of organising a bbq on 31st...Hmm...In the midst of waiting to confirm the date....=p

Today's work was fine~ Did shelving in Plaza Store...Ytd sales sibeh good~!!! Hiek Hiek!!Exceed target!!! Sho happy..the sense of satisfaction..Woot!!! Got yd keep thanking me summore wor!!! So paiseh...Recommended Dunk Low Premium UTT..=D Hur~ Hur~ =X HOwever, today's sales was pretty bad....1000+ nia~ =.= sian diao. And worse, Vincent came around. Shit him. See his face i cannot eat lunch. Tmd~ shoo!

Met up with Xinning, Yiwen, Eric, etc at Suntec for the IT fair...So many people can?! Saw Nae, Charlie, Stacie, Lester workin there. Liew~ like pasar malam like dat....so crowded. Kept kena knocked into by ppl...*humph!*

Rushed back to Tampines to meet up with Miss Ho, Wilson, Huixin, Weibin and Xing Yi jie...I nearly forgotten bout the coffee date. Luckily Miss Ho msged me man~Bloody hungry can....went without dinner so ate pasta salad at Starbucks...*vomits* eat till i wan vomit~ oily like shit. Olive oil put so much!!!!!! >.<
Haish. I didn't expect to be able to answer Wilson's question so non-chalantly. However, I replied before Miss Ho even shushed him. Sigh. Bah~ Suan le...I realise i speak without thinking nowadays....I shouldn't have even replied. Mebbe a nod and a "hehe" could do. I sounded so "what's the big deal". Urgh. To me, it was a big deal. Can't blame me, i wasn't myself for almost a month. Blah~ Haish. I can't stand myself at times. Rena, you're an idiot. I can't stop feeling that way so let me be yah? Bah~ You know,lookin back, i tink i was pretty insensitive bout wat i say to you. Oh well~ Whatever. I told you, i can't stand myself at times. And now, i know i'm blabbing again..Blah blah blah~ Haix. Yeah, and like what wilson call some girls, "bitch". I think i'm beginning to feel like one. >.<>

It was then to Safra for bowling..Went home after tat. The others went ahead to Mac to chill the night. Sian, i so much wanted to go along. Can't. Mum. Interview tmr. Fatigue. Urgh....

I miss you!!!! I wanna go your house stay over!!!! Haix! Mum said you're busy "pat-to-ing" =(

Bye~ i guess i'd better go do what i need to. Or else i can forget about losing my eyebags. =.=
tata~
some hearts are meant to be broken;;