;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE


DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

9:09 PM

Hiek. Bowling was changed from 1.30 to 2.30pm...=p Because i woke up late...Actually can make it de wor! But i went back to sleep...=p Been so long i've last played bowling. 80 points was my highest score today...Wah, not bad le k, after so long never play still can at least get 80...=D

Watched Final Destination 3 with Qing after dat. Plot was pretty simple. Won't say it is a very good show...Ok nia bah...Gore scenes were disgusting. Loads of blood. Loads of bloody spurts. Ew~ Show bout how premonitions come true. Repercussions...Do they really happen? Oh well, I just find the actor in the show pretty cute..~ =p Ryan Merriman(Kevin) ..*swoons~* I love his smile~ =)

There're so many movies i wanna watch can?! Rumour Has it..The Pink Panther...Underworld Evolution(why must it be fuckin M18!!!! ) and Big Momma's House 2. Urgh.

Now for something more on the touchy side~And deep~And something i don't understand..I'm just blabbing so dear bloggie, fogive me.

Do you call it love when you let him/her go even when you can't bear to and bring yourself to believe that "i should let someone go if i love him/her and when he comes back to you, it's meant to be"? Or is it love when you try so hard to win him/her over despite getting broken hearted over the rejections over and over again? A thin line between hate and love. I'm totally puzzled at how love should be. Have been blog hoppin after being on the phone with my cousin and came across a few of which kept me thinkin. How do you know if you really love someone? How do you judge people who loves you but not otherwise? Are there really more than one special person you would say 'i love you' to in your whole life(other than family)? If you've said those three words to your perhaps, 10th girlfriend in 3 months. Do you really mean it? Or did you just say it cos, you feel that you should or cos you know your girl loves hearing you tell em you love her to bits? If it's so easy to give up on someone you claimed you love, what does love stands to you if you let her go? If it's so difficult to be together with someone you claimed you love, why hold on to it and let her think you're such a hindrance? Fuck Love. It just makes you hate someone and love him at the same time you'll feel like killing yourself thinking about it.

It's just too complicated. No offence, but i just can't understand what's with people who're so eager to get themselves hitched. They end up being together with some people they barely understand. They end up being together with someone they've barely known for long. Call it love at first sight. But fuck it. I dont believe in it.Ok. Used to. Now to me it's just plain infatuation that'll fade after a while..I admit, I too have been infatuated with people ever since my previous relationship.But no, i just find it not right to be together with someone i don't love and that i can't be sure to give my all and make sacrifices for that someone anymore.. I don't understand how some people can get so head over heels with someone you've liked for so long, call it love, claim you love him/her. You then end up with someone else you've known for a few days not long after and tell me you've gotten over that someone you cried so much for. Yeah, right, call it love and it's so easily gotten over. To me, perhaps it's just plain desperation to find a companion. And as we all know, these type of relationships don't last.Quarrels, disagreements,silence(cos you got no common interest) fill up your days spent with one another. "I love You" have become words which are such good pacifiers people don't take them as seriously saying them now.

Ah...I dunno wot i'm talkin bout lar...Thoughts are all over the place, and so are the words...My cousin called. Just made me sibeh pissed off with her boyfriend. -.- Tat's why i'm writing all these stuff i don't understand when i read back. Oh well...bah...forgive me. And yesh baby, sleep it off oki? It'll be alright tmr...I know he'll call tonight.

Out to exercise tmr~Hur~ Lose the pounds baby!

Ciao~*


some hearts are meant to be broken;;