;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

5:03 PM

Flu's getting worse. Fever's gone down. I'm sick for dunno how many times since the beginning of this year already. Michelle was just then makin fun of me for having "nobody to take care" hence causing me to fall sick again and again. Diao.

I've been kinda stressed up by some stuff lately...Some thoughts just kept revolving around my mind i just think people don't seem to take my words or me seriously. Why say those words when you know over time you'll forget bout them all? Why make it public when you know it's not gonna hold on for long? What the hell were you thinkin. I don't understand you, and perhaps i never will. The intention of keepin close contact with you has been striked off my mind. All wrong impressions, i didn't give. The good impressions you gave, but didn't hold on to. I'm glad we're in different schools. I'm so glad i won't need to face you all the time. I'm sick of these people who take me as a fool and for a ride. You make me hate myself and make me lose faith in placing trust in people. It's killing me.I'm terribly disappointed.Upset. NO PROBIN PLS, period.

I know you ppl care, loads of words of encouragement, tnx. It's just another crisis in my life i have to tide over for now. I know i'm stronger than before, and i will continue to be. Wei Li, thnx for all the encouragements and wake up calls you gave. Though we don't really know each other well, i know you'll always be there for me. Get well soon! Poxy ~ =p Fx, tnx, I know life's been hard on you lately as well but you never fail to care bout what's happening in my life. I thank you dude. Dearest Qing, you've been bringing smiles to me ever since. I've enjoyed workin with you so much and you make me forget the troubles i have just chilling around and crapping yah? =)

I will stand tall again. I know you may not understand or know what i'm facin but i just plead for you not to probe. You know, sometimes, certain things i'd rather keep to myself. Like i said, i've lost trust in people, faith and all. I'll find them back in no time i promised myself. Just leave me here feeling low for the time being. Perhaps a big cry will end it all for now. One plead, just leave me alone.

[you make me wanna keep running away]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;