;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Sunday, March 05, 2006

12:25 AM

Busy busy day at Ngee Ann City...Sibeh dulan at TFF(try for fun) customers....Shitty. 2 small gina girls come try tennis stuff...Ask if need help don't answer...Knn..donno English isit. Fuck these youngsters who don't even have the slightest bit of courtesy to reply a "yes" or "no"...Rude..Donno wot their schools teach them in school during moral education lessons...*rolls eyes*

Forgive me, just feeling kinda pissed today...

Met dearest Qing at Plaza Sing for supper after work...

Gonna be at Plaza from tmr till 22nd...Fun fun! My fav workin place! Hiek~

Haish..feeling fuckin sianx now..Sian as in, not bored...just...haish. Fuckin empty, fucking guilty, fucking helpless...just needed someone to tok to..but it just seems that nobody clsoe is available....Haish...Empty...empty...empty~ People whom i used to be close to have been drifting apart..Some, i know are always there for me but won't understand how i'm feeling now. People i used to confide so much in are no longer there for me. Haish. I wanted to call up someone but i hung up after dialing the number. Just seems so wrong calling him up after so long. It just seems wrong keeping close contact with him lar.I guess, all barriers are set, i don't wanna give anyone the wrong impressions or some other stupid ideas..And perhaps, it's just the wrong time to call.. Haix. Fuck lar. I'm still oh so alone after all these while i guess i'll have to get use to it. Fuck this loneliness inside me.

I thought i won't feel worse when i come online..Fuck. Who noes wat.

Why do you have to misunderstand what i meant?! Fuck. It's all my fault. Fine. I made you sound like a jerk of some kind? Fine. *shrugs* Judge me how you like.Say what you want. I DON'T FUCKIN WANNA GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE.

Tata ppl...I'd rather have a tiny little cry tonight than have people probing about what happened now..
[Ah choo~*sniff sniff]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;