;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE


DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

12:13 AM

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Heaven Knows
She's always on my mind.
From the time i wake up, till i close my eyes.
She's everywhere i go.
She's all i know.
Though she's so far away, it just keeps getting stronger everyday.
And even now she's gone, i'm still holding on.
So tell me where do i start, cause it's breaking my heart.
Don't wanna let her go.
Maybe my love will come back someday, only heaven knows.
And maybe our hearts will find their way.
And all i can do, is hope and pray.
Cause heaven knows.
My friends keep telling me, that if you really love her.
You've gotta set her free.
And if she returns in time, I'll know she's mine.
But telll me where do i start.
cause its breaking my heart.
Don't wanna let her go.
Maybe my love will come back someday, only heaven knows.
And maybe our hearts will find their way.
And all i can do, is hope and pray.
cause heaven knows.
Why i live in despair, cause wide awake or dreaming.
I know she's never there.
And all the time i act so brave, i'm shaking inside.
Why does it hurt me so ?
Maybe my love will come back someday, only heaven knows.
And maybe our hearts will find their way.
And all i can do, is hope and pray.
cause heaven knows.
Heaven knows.
Heaven knows.


I'm fallin in love with this song..=) Rick Price...and resung by our very own Wei Lian....Not many singers are able to bring out the meaning and feelings of this song with their voices...This phrase especially, holds great meaning to me, "Why i live in despair, cause wide awake or dreaming.I know she's never there.And all the time i act so brave, i'm shaking inside." Reminded me of myself when i was so down and out i tried to be brave but i ended up knowing i couldn't hold out for long. Bah~~~ I'm getting emo for the night again. Haiz. What's with tat man~ -.- Must be the pms lar...*rolls eyes* Haix,but i think i need a hug. Badly. =(

Read someone's blog. Came to realise you're such a fool. You don't even know you're being used. Or is it that you've been putting on a mask in front of me all these while too? And now see how u're being hated after so much you've done. I'm washin my hands off you. Totally. I've tried my best in letting you understand it's all not worth it. But you turned my words onto deaf ears. WTF. Be gone. I shall shake it off. Don't expect me to helping you understand them anymore. Cos they're not worth it. And so are you. You just make me wanna shout "Fuck you" in your face. Let's keep our distance for now. You make me wanna not understand you from this minute onwards.

Work was alright. Did packin up at Taka square..Weird...I somehow already miss the people workin there le lor....>.<

I just wanna spend one day out playing squash, workin out at the gym and slackin at starbucks...Or even doin a facial at home in my homespa.-.- i need a break badly. Sometimes i just wish i can run home to someone who's willing to run my shower and give me a hug when i need it. Sigh. But all i get once i return home is naggin from my mum. -.- Shyt this is. I need something more to life!! -.- For once i hope school reopens quickly.

haix. Ciao~ Low diao le...Freakin tired. Zzz~ I think i'm falling aslp in front of the com man...yAwn.

some hearts are meant to be broken;;