;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

8:00 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR ppl~! it's 2006 in such a blink of an eye

i just woke up...not feelin very well but i know i still am in the mood to go club and dance. Maybe cos i've been in the rain...Rain the whole morn lo...-.- Bloody freezing at the park.

30 December 2005:
Went to Eugene's house to help Hakim with his blog...Ron and Loong came alone soon after and proceeded to Pavilion for pool where Carmen,Freda,Steph,Derrick,Hisa joined us. Rushed to downtown for countdown bout 11.30pm...The place was so packed by the time we reached the the Marquee. Lol. Police Checks before entering. Woah, major scale police duty area. Everywhere we went there were police officers. Lol. Seemed like some high security area. -.-

It was then time to party!!!! Met Stephen, Joshua, Henry, April, Qing there! =D So happy to see Qing lar!!!It's been ages since i've last seen her and the moment she saw me, she greeted me with her spray of party whizzers. -.- Had foam all over my head. Wadda! Oh well...Danced the night away after 12!!!! Tio bua-ed for dunno how many fuckin times again. -.- This time, a Chinese guy, about 18 yrs old bah, dressed in red collared shirt, with his friends(some of which were quite cute =p) . -.- It's so obvious it's on purpose. Dammit. Lol, stephy told me he was tryin to show off. Diaox. Kept bio-in. Overheard his convo wit his frens, wanted to ask for no. -.-
Lol. I did something bad lar, erm, shouldn't say wot it is but come to think of it, i'll begin to laugh my heads off.. =X Who ask him to dance so close! =X

There were bangalarrs too...And some of my friends danced wit em! Wliew~! Bloody funny the way they dance i tell eu!!! Lol! Not forgettin a little boy, guess about 8 yrs old nia, he can dance so well ppl began to crowd round him i tell eu~! Eugene, Josh, Loong joined in. Lol! The ultra high bunch. Woot~!!!

However, the DJ was ultra lousy i tell eu~Made me regret not makin my way to Liquid Room with Huey Wen they all. Hesitated about not goin, but anyway, i couldn't leave my friends. Next time then! Huey Wen!!! If ya see this, eh, sorry wor! Next time join ya all....=D Thanks for invitin gurl!
Tmd...It's either they kept repeating the same songs over or the songs were not upbeat enuff.
-.- But i was still enjoying every moment of it in the company of such a great bunch of friends. Nyeheh! My night was fun filled but some ppl had to just screw it up for me. -.- Kena ap-ed by 2 persons. Dulan lyk shyt. However, everything was forgotten once i reached the dancefloor. =)
Eeyer, Ron didn't dance at all lo, sat outside...Fa dai....Daryl also lor...at least Derrick also joined in the fun despite not knowing how to dance lor....

Went to 24hr food court and proceeded to Pasir Ris Park to spend the rest of the morn.Steph and Jun Wei left early. To Cavana for breakfast and it was home sweet home by 12 noon. Bathe, watched tv, K.O to bed till now. Crazy frog has been blastin in my mind ever since last nite, and it still is. lol.

Rite...my new year resolutions:
1) Be Me!
2) Discover my new route of school life!
3) Meet more ppl!
4) Let things go...i've been lookin upon closed doors too often.
5) Be happy! And everyone around me as well!
6) Spend more time with friends and family!
7) Cut down on over-spending
8) Love more people around me!
9) Balance work and play!
10) Fulfill all resolutions made!!! haha~

Oh well...A new year, A new beginnin, A new start, A chapter closed, A life anew....Let's all make it work baby!

Special someone:
I just wanted to make conversation and you made it so hard. Your tone of voice made it even harder for me to forgive myself. Why the fuck must things turn out this way. It took me great pains coercing myself to go over and say hi. -.- I won't wanna say more. Perhaps you just don wanna see me around.Wednesday's chalet would be a qn mark if i would still wanna go since my prescence there would be no pleasant sight to you. In fact if you didn't know, i did care and i did feel. I just couldn't commit. I shall not try to make conversation anymore. I think i tried hard enough and all i ended up was feeling hurt inside all over again.

Haix. Now i'm all low talkin bout all this shyt. Dammit.

Someone was the first person i thought of in this new year. Well...sometimes i wondered if the words you said to me were true. I don't seem to trust you as much as before anymore.
Shall not go on any further. Would only take my mood to a lower level. It has already been a bad start for a new year...

Tata for now~*
[you told me you missed me for Xmas, i told you i didn't. For my heart said "i miss you so" while my head said,"no, you don't miss tat someone". I listened to my head, for it has been my heart which has always led me astray and make me get hurt even further. Now i miss you. But i know i'm not the first special one in ur mind anymore.]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;