Monday, December 05, 2005
8:45 PM
Yeapx, if you've realised, i've changed my blog song and my navigations page...Water Runs Dry...by Boys II Men...just brought up some memories...so...yeah....chill peepx. =))
I'm now down with flu and cough...This is shytty ok, cos prom's on Friday...Wat 'great' timing. I've been sneezing the whole day and one box of tissue's been used up. Wth. I'm bad at taking good care of myself i admit. Haven been takin medicine on time,sleeping late and all, just keeps my mum mad i noe. Lol. =x
It was nice to see Yi Rong again today after so long and guess what, a book was given to me from her as an early X'mas gift! Thanks gurl! Joshua Harris's " I Kissed Dating Goodbye", a new attitude toward romance and relationships. Ok. I've decided to read it once i've finished reading all 7 books i've borrowed from the NLB. Completed 5 so far already~=))
Caught up loads with her.Had lunch at Pasta and coffee at Starbucks at Suntec City..A pity i had to be home early...Hmm, i've been goin to Suntec pretty frequent these few days i realise...
Yi Rong, thanks for being there, and you know, God loves you, so do i~ *hugx!* And yes, i'll make sure i'll enjoy my X'mas and prom...=)
No offence, but you know...so many people have been telling me to grab a date,and they will go as far as, " haiyox,go find a boyfriend to take care of you lar!" when they know i'm sick, whatsoever. I mean, cummon, if you knew me well enough, i'm not tat type,it's not ME. Some even make it out as if i'm so despo and as if i won't be able to live on without a guy in my life.Yes, i'm small, but i'm not vulnerable.I know you care friends, but...you know, it just makes me feel bad about myself. I do admit, i long for someone but nobody knows it as well as i do,that, no, i'm so not ready, and no, i don't want to. I'm happily being a swinging single and i would want to remain this way for as long i hope for it to be. I admit i've lost faith, but i know i just need time for wounds to heal and time for faith to build up again. And really, i'm happy the way i am now.
I'm itching to play pool again. Stephie, if you see this, yea...do gimme a ring, cos i know you feel the itch too darling! =p I want to meet you before you're off to Malaysia for ya competition yeah?! =))
tata for now~*
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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