;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE


DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

6:01 PM

It was an early start for me today...feel aslp at 2am and woke up at 5am. 3 hrs of slp nia...-.-
Ran round my estate twice and proceeded to the gym for further runnin on the treadmil. Daryl and Eugene only managed to reach my house about 8+....sianx diao...still tell mui 7am will reach. -.- If i had known i'd av slpt a little longer...Seh diaox now.

Sibeh sian...pei-ed em to soccer again.Oh, met Benjamin Tan...Ron's friend. He was playin soccer too.It's been 2 yrs since we've last met one another! And he said i slimmed down a lot. Ok, sho ish tat supposed to be a compliment or is he tryin to hint that i was fat before?Oh well. Yesh. And he forgot my name! Waliew eh...=( Anyway, he changed so much i almost couldn't recognise him. He used to be so chubby last time. He's all toned up now! =) Handsome lad. Proceeded to Eugene's house and watched initial D..piang eh...it's the 4th time i've watched this show le leh...Sian 1/2. Walked home after dat.

Sibeh low diaox now. In a bloody shytty mood. I'm jus praying that nobody will irritate me further today. *sigh*

I walked a lonely road. The journey seemed so short and familiar to me in a way.I looked up the block of flat and wondered if you ever thought of me when you looked down. "Because of You" blasted on my mp3 player and i wondered if you ever thought the lyrics of the song plainly showed how i felt during those past few months when u listened to this song. I followed the same path we used to take and wondered if you'd occasionally take a walk as well when you did think of me. Or did you not?

I guess, it doesn't matter to me now. I've learnt how to cope and i guess, i'm pretty proud of myself for being able to tide everything over. It's been tough and you'd never know how much tears i paid for to get to the "me" rite now. Everythin was well when 3 idiots had to come ka jiao me. Knn~ nver see zabor before isit. Kp. Followed me till my house gate. Kns. -.- i was totally freaked out i tell eu. *boils* sigh. Well, i've closed a part of the chapter of my life since Aug and i guess today's just one of the days when i felt like re-reading every part of this chapter all over again...It'll be a mood plungin day for me.For today tat is. But well, reviewing things that has happened does do good to me...It'll prevent me from doin some foolish acts all over again tat i'll come to regret in the later part of my life again.

tata for now~*
[no longer me no more]

some hearts are meant to be broken;;