Friday, December 23, 2005
6:09 PM
I'm callin it quits.
We used to be inseparable, now the love has gone, it's time for me to cheat myself that we couldn't get along. Too many lies, too many compromises. Let's go our separate ways. All of the promises we made were never attempted to be taken seriously. I don't know how long i've been trippin over and over. I jus couldn't understand what was right or wrong from the beginning. Answers were what i seeked. But now, wanting to free my mind is what i need. Because you don't love me no more.
fuck. i feel damn bloody alone.
Sometimes i really don't seem to understand. How people can cheat me over and over again. Friends. Loved one. Family. WTF. Naive? People judge me. I don't give a fuckin damn. Now i'm cheated again. By you. Promises are meant to be broken. WTH are you talkin about. Guys. WTF do they really want. Fuck. Why do this to me? I was never ever brought into the picture until all these happened. I did a favour and now i'm in this stupid mess. Why the fuck did i do all these. I tried to help but all i ended up with is to feel guilty and all because i hurt my friend. This is shyt.
Why do these shyt come crashin down on me all at the same time. -.-
Tmr's Xmas eve. I seriously hope i'll feel better. Sibeh low. Sibeh dulan. Sibeh sian. Fuck. Sibeh fuckin upset about everything.
Urgh. Fuck off. All of you. -.-
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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