Wednesday, December 07, 2005
9:07 PM
I jus hate medicine. But they're meant to make you feel better. Urgh. *cough cough* -.-
Back from the doctor's....it's no wonder they earn so much...They earn money from people who fall sick so easily...like me...-.- I've fallen sick for about...2 times this month already...
Congrats to Mr "You know who"...Qing's giving a pleasant answer! =) I would be able to see sparks fly real high during X'mas yeah? *Rena croons...love is in the air....* I'm real happy for them...I mean...yeah, he's a reali nice guy...^.^ and well, he'll make a good boyfriend...*i hope*
I'm losing another lao po le....=( bye bye XiuQing...=(
So many of my friends getting hitched, guess i'll be pretty left alone on Christmas which i never have spent it alone before.This may be the first...and perhaps, there'll be more to come...
Oh well...i guess, through all these times, i've been used to being alone le bahx..Wo yi jing xue hui xi guan le...Sometimes, it does hurt, waking up to find there's no one there for you, to tell you how much they love you. Being sick and there's nobody to cook a meal and remind you to have your medicine.Cross a road and find that the person who once was there to hold your hand is now gone. Lookin at your phone and find there are 0 sms-es and 0 missed and recieved calls. I missed those times when i knew how much i meant to someone.Those times when i didn't felt so alone. Yes, those times i felt so loved and all.It's now all part of history, part of what i've gone through. Sigh. I do miss those days. However, i know they're all part and parcel of life i have to go through...I won't pray for them to happen all over again, but if i was given this chance to turn back time, I certainly wouldn't have let certain things happened,and even,will improve matters.That's human i guess, they'll only come to regret when everything passes them by... I know i've let myself down in certain aspects and i would swear never to let them happen again to me. Foolishness has gotten the better of me and now that i'm here gettin all emotional and stuff...I will swear never to let history repeat. Sigh. It has been a tough few months back...and i know i will continue to learn how to let go...I have, and i'm proud to tell that i'm now more clear headed and i know what i want in my life as compared to the past oh 'sotong-ish' me. Lol.
Well, i believe i will learn more as i continue in my journey of life that awaits me...Now that Christmas is nearing, I jus hope Santa will grant the 3 wishes i have...for i know i have been trying to be a good girl all these while...=)
-World peace...please...
-Friends, family, my loved ones. I hope for them to be healthy and to be happy always...Live life to their fullest!
-To the special someone,you know who you are. Please be happy. And we shall always be happy and blissed in our own ways. Friends. For as long as we'll last. =)
Ok, sometimes, i really hate the emotional side of me...o well...peepx...tata~*
[wo yi jing jian jian xi guan, dan shi, hui yi zong shi hui liu zai wo nao hai li.Wo xi wang, ni bu hui ba wo wang diao..wo zhu ni xing fu...^.^]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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