Saturday, October 22, 2005
1:55 PM
[Please give me the proper respect...becos i knew you did it. Where did you get the nerve, to even think that you could play me wrong. You thought i was in the dark, but the fact is i knew it all along. Get it in ur head, i've played this game for long. I don't wanna hear your lies. Nothing of it, no more. Please.]
I just don't understand. Forget about clearing up the mess. I had enuff of the lies you gave.I don't want be a loser. I just wanna be me again. Me.
Woke up with a headache..guess i slept too late and woke up too late...URgh. Feeling terrible...Saturday le...sighx...I'm stuck at home.
It's ironic how i can try to console my friend when i'm not feeling any better.But newae, i'll still do it. Sighx, Zhiyi, if you read this, just know we care...You've seen it for yourself, i didn't lie. You've read it, you know how it's like now...Don't bother crying over something that isn't worth it after so long. It hurts, i know.It's hard, i know. However, you gotta pull urself together. You were the one who made the decision, so don't cry over it. This may sounds crude, but i still have to say it. I'm sorry. You're upset over it now, but he may be out for the day enjoying his time with his friends...You made the decision, so stick with it. It's the crucial part of the year...2 weeks to big Os. You can't afford to think about all these stuff now...especially when you know it's not goin to work out again afterall. You can think about it all day after exams and nobody will stop you from doing so.My shoulders will always be always available de.Believe me, i'll cry with you if need be...=) It's definitely not worth thinking so much about it now. Nobody's gonna change anything even if you keep thinking bout it day and night. It was also this little part of determination within me that kept me goin after so long till now.It has been my friends who kept me goin after all these while. I believe your determination is strong too, you got great friends around you...so keep living life your style...=) Good luck for Os...^.^ Turn all sorrow into energy to fight the war that is!!! I'm with you gurl~
[Qi shi wo bu xiang dao bie...but it's time to put things all aside for now...100% concentration on Os!]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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