;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Sunday, October 30, 2005

1:48 PM

Not a very good day for a start...Splitting headache. Slept at 6 in the morn...WAtched a Chinese show till 3 last nite... Couldn't sleep after dat.I just stared blankly at the ceiling while my aunt was sound asleep somehwere near..Found myself crying silly until i finally managed to fall to asleep at 6+ clutching my plushie tight...I cried silently, for i feared being heard.It was a terrible feeling. Lots of things revolved in my mind last night...I tried to put them out of thought but it kept coming back to me. Now, i'm feeling all so empty and overwhelmed with all sorts of emotions. Not forgetting, puffy eyes from crying has made things even worse. Everything's coming back to me again. Damn. I told myself i have to put everything behind me till Os are over. I have to. Or i'll lose even more. I did something silly this morning. I put 2 fotos together and drew something over it... tat is, i wasn't in any of them. I laughed at myself upon thinking about what i did. I wish someone can slap me awake now... Shyt me.


How i wish I could sleep the day away today...


["hush hush, don't you cry..." your last words.]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;