;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Monday, October 17, 2005

9:29 PM

Monday blues...No normal school timetable,no normal school hours. We're on our own... Big Os are nearing the corner! Thur is Sci-prac..good luck to me...


Have been sleepin very late nowadays...Slept at 4am last nite...or rather, this mornin. Found myself staring at the ceiling for a very long time but couldn't get to sleep.Haix.Lucky thing my aunt isn't around... What's happening to me?! Somebody pls get me some sleepin pills...-.- *bangs head against wall*


Didn't accomplish much today....Urgh..found it bloody hard to concentrate. NPCC was having their training. So noisy can?! Bloody kns...Tmr i'll go to the school library...-.- Schedule's packed for tmr anyway...
9am---Meet Miss Chia for Phy
10am--Seek Mrs Chua's help in Chem
11am--Mrs Tan...for English.Gotta hand up compo...
after dat it's continuous muggin and muggin and more muggin!!! -.- The sound of it already tires me...I'm so drained outta my energy i find that i have difficulty breathing le...Even when i sleep can?! The feeling is horrible. Gosh, tink i need a lil help...
Had no appetite for dinner today...Guess i'm just...too tired.... -.- Not feelin very well...I feel sick.


Thought about a lot of stuff today...Just can't find any answers to them...And i guess, i never will. I just feel as if i'm immune to human affection. I feel dead. My heart is dead. I find it hard to express myself. I find it difficult to describe how i'm feeling now...-.- Ah. Wot am i blabbin about...newae....tata~~

[i want to free myself from moments of fear and hope]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;