Tuesday, October 25, 2005
9:10 PM
Knn~! Bloody fuckin noisy neighbour. Shout shout wat ah! -.- She kp for one over hour liaox, dunno shouting at who siah~! %^&*@ I called the security guard to ask her to shut up...=p Cannot tahan. It's all peace and quiet now... *Hur~!
My mood's been on a rollercoaster ride these days.. Dunno what's happening also. Nono. Not pms..it's something else....Haix.
Received our art O level paper today....exactly two weeks in advance. ART. -.- Sick of it already. Gonna rush some out tmr night. Hopefully.
I collapsed on the sofa when i reached home at 8+ just now while waiting for dinner...Tired till jialatt can?! Wondering if i should still go to school and study tmr...It's been 1am sleep, 6am wake up...-.- Haven been doin much these few days. I'm relishing moments of staring into space when i'm school nowadays..Wtf. I can start the day with "Oh! I must study today! Must complete blah blah blah...." and by afternoon, i'll be slackin the rest of the hours away, wasting my time on one bloody stupid essay question for 1 over hours. At the end, i'll start feeling guilty for not completing what i should have done. -.- Suddenly my path seems bleak. I don't know what i'm workin so hard for anymore. It has been an ardous task pushing myself to work harder these days. It's just 12 days away!!! WAAHH!!! T.T I shall coop myself in the library if i go back to school to study from now on...Sighx. Must ping le!!!!!!!! (there i go again...telling myself to bia~ but at the end, nothing would be done...Sighx. Shyt me) *low*
Sighx, i've not been a good friend. I haven been around for you when you needed a listening ear. I just realised i pang seh you a lot nowadays. I just realised we haven met for long. I didn't knew you were goin thru so much. Fuck it. I'm not a good friend.Sorries won't be enuff. =( Fuck Me~
I'm not a good friend, i'm not a good girlfriend, i'm not a good daughter. WTF am i good at. Yea. You got the answer. NOTHIN.
I'm trash....I'm sick of whining. I'm sick of myself already.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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