Thursday, October 13, 2005
11:55 PM
Hmm...second post of the day...i love my blog more and more...
Came back home the earliest of all days within this week.Spent my time in bed and on my com for most of the time..Wanted to take a nap and start doin some work but ended up sleepin till 5+...Stupid medicine...Feeling groggy and all now... @.@...
Just completed my art...i tried my best. It doesn't look the way it should look like...-.- It should be a cropped butterfly in the reflection of water... But now...It looks like an ant on a leaf. Lol~ Makes me laff~ Whatever~ =p I'm prepared to get reprimanded by Miss Sim tmr...lala~ Who cares bout art anyway... =X
Chatted wif Yi Rong online just now...It's been ages since i last saw her! Since teacher's day celebration if i'm not wrong....Hopefully we'll be able to meet up nxt week~ I miss her! I miss my ruan seniors! I miss Xing Yi Jie! Huixin! Yi Rong! Huilin! T.T Yay..gonna reserve my weekends for you wor Yi Rong!!! =p Slack at starbucks...finally~~~phew. Coffee~~I'm craving for it now...
Sighx...Yi Rong said, "oh pls..dun hate urself..if not..ppl will find hard to love u..." Find it hard to love me? I find it hard to love anyone....including myself now...-.- *low* I don't give a damn to myself nowadays i realise...^shrugs^
I'm glad Stephy and Jun Wei are alright now...Been worried for her...Sighx...Relationships. They're such beautiful thing to come by but it's a chore when things go all haywire... One particular junior was so excited he got a girlfriend dat i was kinda irritated by him when he kept askin me to guess who's his girl. -.- Wadda~ Yadda yadda~*rolls eyes* And oh to my little junior, congrats...and most importantly, GOOD LUCK.
I'm utterly disappointed...Sighx. Why have things gone so wrong between the sec 3s and sec 4s man...Wadda fuck is goin on. Sumbody pls clear my doubts. Some sec 3 gal walked pass and diao me today.. WTF?! She used to go "Hi Rena! *sweet smile*" lyk 2 weeks ago...And now??!! AP kias...O ya...nxt time i shall say, "hao gou bu dang lu" when she stands in my way...I had to say "excuse me" so many freakin times before this particular grp of sec 3 gals moved aside. I know i short lar...but they also not tall hor...Can see me de hor....-.-...They blocked the entire pathway on purpose. Your mamma house or wot.
I'm still in a dillema if i should go to the prom or not...-.- Received so many smses regarding it today...Sianx...I shall decide tmr...ps:Qing Qing!!! Don't kill me!!! =X
To Siok Wen: I'm sorry...i guess i haven been a very good friend...dat's y u felt dat way....Sighx...=(
It's bedtime for me...Chiongin tmr....gonna study wif Qing tmr at my house till 6pm....den proceed to Downtown Bk to continue studyin after dinner till 10 pm at night..Have to do what i'm suppose to complete today..I slacked too much...Anybody else interested? Gimme an sms bah....
[i need a breather...]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;