Thursday, October 20, 2005
9:37 PM
Days passed like never before...
the times spent with you fades gradually in my mind as the minutes tick away...
i'm sitting here alone in the room and i realised.
Reminiscing about the past has indeed become a chore.
I thought about it all night, and i realised
The pain inside me never seemed to subside all these while.
I guess it never will.
Because it will always be the imperfections in me i'll need to cope with.
I become afraid as the night draws nearer.
Dreams are what i'm afraid of now.
You're appearing in them every single night.
It's painful to wake up in the morning and know that everything was just an illusion.
Nothing more.
I see your shadows everywhere i go.
I remember you telling me you'll be with me,
No matter how near, how far,
You'll be there to look over me.
A part of you in me, i'll carry it always.
I've become so reliant on these thoughts.
I felt you were always there for me.
It's the day i need you most,
But when i looked around me.
You were nowhere near.
Maybe you haven't been there all this while afterall...
I guess, i've been living in the shadows of you and i for too long...
Second post of the day...
Another emotional post of the week. Haven't been myself lately...Let's hope it's due to exam stress. I've been working myself out lately i'm tired of everything already...17 days to start of O levels...WTF am i doin here ... -.-
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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