;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Monday, October 17, 2005

11:15 PM

2nd entry of the night...

Emotions are tiding over me....i can't help it....It's becoming overbearing. =(


I can't get to sleep. I have to meet friends at 6.30am tmr. I'm tired. But i can't sleep. What's fucking wrong!!! T.T I cried to myself just now. It's painful...It's killing me. What is causing me to feel like that?! It's just a sudden rush of emotions thats causing me to feel all so mixed up inside. I shouted at my aunt when she came back just now. I feel so sorry. Fuck it. What's with me!!! Feeling pmsy? No. Far from it. Fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T
I checked my phone so many fucking times for some stupid reasons. I felt stupid. I feel so helpless. I feel....TERRIBLY FUCKED UP...T.T
I can't do this anymore...i can't..I HAD ENUFF. I had enuff of myself. I hate it. I do...I'm sorry...=(
some hearts are meant to be broken;;