Sunday, September 18, 2005
6:12 PM
I know the ultimate reason. And i shall take things into my stride. I've never experienced this feeling before. Now i know what's the meaning of, "if you love someone, let him go, if he comes back to you, it's meant to be."
I guess, this love story has never been about us, not only about me and him. It's about someone else too...Right ace? Hey brother, you know ur feelings best ok. It's been 3 fucking years. 3 long years!!!! Be true to your own feelings. Perhaps, i should have known better when we first got together, that maybe, i shouldn't have taken a step into your life at all. I've learnt a painful lesson. I really have.I'm not such a wonderful soul as you make me out to be. I'm just a girl you see on the streets who's looking for a fairytale in my life. I've found one, and i've lost it. It was too expensive, and i guess, i'm not worth it. Ace, you've made a difference in my life. You made me know what love is really like, and now, you'll make me experience, what real friendship between us will be like in this Next episode of my life. I've lost a loved one, but i've gained a friendship that will last forever. =) Cheers my good friend.
I want to be true to myself. Although i really feel cheated, i want to lay this chapter as an important part of my life. i will let it go. I WILL.
Dear friends, don't blame Ace. For i've also a part to play..I tried to hold him back. Hoping he'll come back to me, but, i guess, i've failed, miserably.He's not a jerk, he's not a bastard. He's an angel who has made me experience the ups and downs in life. Really. I'm not saying all these to comfort myself. I'm speaking from the bottom of my heart. You may think i'm ridiculous for being thankful to someone who has cause me such a heartbreak, but for these are my true feelings, i don't care what you people think anymore.
I may not be the same Rena anymore. But i will pick up the pieces, and i promise you Ace, give me one month to find my true self. And when we meet in one month, it'll be a new Rena you'll be facing....=) and hope ur pocket won't burn....for it'll be time to give me treats. LOL.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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