Thursday, September 22, 2005
6:32 PM
I had a dream last nite. I dreamt i had loads of insects crawling on me. Bloody hell. Scared the shyt outta me when i woke up. *goosebumps* Sighx. Pesticide anyone? Bad dreams have been haunting me over the past few days...I need a dreamcatcher.=X *hint* *hint*
Somebody asked me a question i didn't want to answer today. Bytch. You bloody fuckin did it on purpose did you?! Knn~ The convo went lyk dat:
Somebody:Rena!!! (came running towards me) You ok???(looked at me sweetly and smiled)
Rena:Ya. I'm fine
Somebody:Don't worry lar...he won't lyk you for long de and just try to move on ok..Cheer up ok? (as if i care if whether he lyks me or not...bloody kns)
Rena:Oh. ok
Somebody: Smile ok? I gotta go...i'm meeting ______(bf's name) now...we goin to watch movie!!!!He waiting for me..bye!!! Cya nxt wk! (wotever~)
Knn! Say all this still gimme one fuckin smirk on ur face! Wat's dat suppose to mean man! What are u fuckin implyin!? Won't lyk me for long?! I never tot of getting together with him. Not now, and never! Urgh!!!!! You'll be the next target on my dart board. I'll make sure u'll get holes over ur shyt face. *boils!!!!* *aaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!* *wo qi si le!!!!!* T.T T.T.....Stephy darl....i tink....i need ur fruit and ice cream....T.T
Quarrel wif mummy yesterday at 11+ pm.(when i was about to go to bed -.-) She said i don't care about her. She said daddy always go fishing dont care about her.Say daddy go fishing jiu drink, she don't lyk. Sigh. She said....she raise me up so long....den now i lyk dat treat her she very disappointed. She said i side wif daddy. What i did wrong man! I cried straightaway. She accused me. Fine. I wanna pei her go shopping, she says she needs to work. Daddy wanna accompany her during weekends, she go play mahjong. Mummy play mahjong, daddy either go play mahjong too, or go fishing & drinking. I'm always home alone, left by myself facing the four walls of the house. I didn't want to complain because i knew my parents had to work. She said when i grow older, i'll drink, i'll smoke, i'll mix around wif all those hooligans. WTF. I'm her own daughter and she says dat of me?!She ming ming noe i hate smoke,still say i nxt time will go smoke under influence. How the hell should i feel about that!? So wot now, i'm not a good daughter. Fine. Wo bu xiao. All my fault. I can't keep my family together. Right, in the end, i cried myself to sleep. Shyt me.
I'm looking forward to next week's class BBQ on Fri. I need a breather. Urgh. @#$*&!
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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