Monday, September 26, 2005
7:40 PM
Hmm...another Monday...Blah blah...went to Whitesands Mac to study wif Stephy,Zhiyi, Sebas and Isaac after my paper today....lala~ Kp. Some primary school kiddos got onto our nerves...*STare* (hee...den dey diam diam don dare look at me). Lol~ I guai kia! I not ah lian horx! I stare cos they very nosiy hor! I'm guai kia!!! =X They really very noisy lor.... -.- Meridian JC guys beside em also diaox dem ....=p
Didn't have mood to study for tmr's MCQ, dunno wot to study...flip thru Chem and Phy book nia...sighx. Last paper le!!! Woot. I'm gonna go have some fun tmr wif friends. I wanna go chill!!!! I want to forget stuff! I wanna play my ass off and then chiong study starting from Sat...hur~! Sianx. Tmr's paper from 7.45am to 8.45 nia....den go home orh orh a while...-.- after dat den drag myself outta the house. -.- Lol. Anybody can pei wo from my house to tampines tmr??? -.-
I tink i'm gonna be half deaf soon~ sighx. I keep blasting my mp3 player very loud these days, den i realised yesterday that one of my ear's lyk..block lidat sia! Den after dat drink water jiu hao le....=.=.Weird neh. I looked at myself in the mirror today and stared at myself lyk nobody's business when i got home. Sho many ppl said i shou dao ke pa....including close friends who see me everyday. Even my aunt suspected that i tio some disease of some sort.Den say i skinny ka very ugly,wif long hair summore worse...T.T..Nono....i'm not bulimic! I'm not!!! Sighx. Jus don have wei kou to eat...i have to force myself to finish one bowl of rice every night nowadays. Chi bu xia... I seriously don't know what's happening to me. Don't have wei kou to eat, jiu eat less, eat less den jiu get gastric. Now some of my jeans and skirts also seem too loose le... -.- Keep having headaches frequently as well. WTF is happening to me.
Sigh, i shall dedicate this song to myself today to cheer me up!Kept listening to it for the past few days. I'm falling more and more in love with Delta Goodrem's singing....Lol...this is for me!
Be strong....it's my source of support...for now,dat is....=) Pay attention to the lyrics. It's pretty meaningful...
Be strong
Are you swimming upstream in oceans of blue?
Do you feel like you're sinking?
Are you sick of the rain after all you've been through?
Well i know what you're thinking when you can't take it.
You can make it.
Sometime soon i know you'll see
'Cause when you're in you're darkest hour and all of the light just fades away.When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of grey.'
Well hang on, and be strong.
We're taking each steop one day at a time.
You can't lose your spirit.
Let live and let live forget and forgive.
It's all how you see it and just remember, keep it together.
Don't you know you're never alone.
'Cause when you're in your darkest hour and all of the light just fades away. When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of grey.'
Well hang on, and be strong.
No you're not defeated and soon you'll be smiling once again.
Then you won't have to feel it. Let it go with the wind
Time passes us by and know that you're allowed to cry.
'Cause when you're in your darkest hour and all of the light just fades away. When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of grey.
Well hang on, and be strong...
Tata ppl~
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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