Wednesday, August 17, 2005
5:16 PM
Yippi~ Com back in use...Got a new lcd monitor. ^.-
It's been so long since i've updated that now i do not know how to start. Wonder if does anyone visit my blog. no tags, no nothing. Bah. Maybe i should jus shut it down in time to come. Sigh.
Life's been such a bore lately. No mood for anythin. My days have been filled with work, mock exams, oral exams , announcing of results. It's no better during the weekends. My grandma's in the hospital...gotta go visit her. Besides the visitings, my days are filled with arguements,unhappiness and irritations during the last week. Urgh. What's my life turning to? A wreck. I'm becoming a dull person. I don't wish to talk.Even if i want to, nobody is there for me to talk to. I jus want to sit in a corner and 'stone' for the day if i'm given a chance to now. Close ones are drifting away from me. Friends are preoccupied with heavy workload, boyfriend is busy with his schoolwork. Well, both categories of people share the same interest anyway which makes me feel even more left out. Gaming has become a 'necessity' in their daily life. It's work, gaming, sleep. Whether is it in school when i'm with my friends or whether i'm out with my boyfriend, these categories of ppl are equally addicted in their indulgence of gaming. I would call this an addiction even though they deny it to be one. I'm feelin left out, yes, but i guess i don't want to get addicted too for i think more important issues at hand should be accomplished first. Exams.I guess i'll just stick to reading during my leisure time. I'm not directing this issue at anyone so dont get offended or whatever reading the above. You know who u are...and i must explain that i'm NOT unhappy. Yea. I sense the "whatever" look already. Ya. Whatever.
Results for O level Chinese 2005 were released on last Fri. Obtained an A2. Erm...i feel numb. No sense of satisfaction, no sense of disappointment as well. Practically stared at the results pinned on the notice board for a coup of mins. Initially, i tot i scored a D7 cos there was a D grade on the slip of paper. Turned out to be my oral results. A2 for overall, Distinction for oral. Right...One subject less to take care of....However, i will continue to work towards the goal of having an A for English as well. Of course, not forgetting other subjects la....Set my target already. Will keep it to myself till next year when results are announced. I'll reveal my targets compared to my actual results then.
Took my O level English oral exams on the same day when chinese results were released. English was alright i guess. However, i was very nervous. Reading the passage was a breeze. Picture description wasn't very well done;not as good as i expected i could do. Conversation topic was tricky.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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