;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

10:12 PM

Second post for the day! Felt lyk bloggin so here it goes...

Today was particularly a long day...Stupid printer couldn't work...Can't find the damn installation disc. Urgh. Went all the way to Wb's house to print...Spent 4 bucks on taxi fare..Broke....luckily it's the end of the week. Couldn't find anybody to help mi print online. Suay sia... -.- The taxi driver who drove me back home was crazy. His air conditioner was blast on the lowest...Siao one lor...Freezing cold sitting in the cab lar...

Was talking online with Ching Wei...it's been ages since we last chatted. Met him at KFC on saturday with doreen...Gosh. Doreen changed so much. She looks prettier with long hair...They say i slim down a lot, become prettier le. Ermx. Does dat come together or does each of the comment stands on its own. Haha. Mebbe cos i wear black seems thinner and black dark dark de mar,cannot see properly...so they tot i become prettier. The fact is the opposite...haha. Zits are popping up, happily settling themselves on my face and i tink i'm gaining weight. I've been stuffin myself with junk when i'm down. This habit started since the holidays and i'm trying hard to kick the habit. No fats....nono!I want my flat tummy back... Man...i gotta do something to it.
-.- I'll start emptyin my tidbits tray tmr! YEsh! I shall do just tat...eh...not by eating them lar, by putting em all aside lar.

It was a talk i've learnt some really important things from Ching Wei...He changed. He became more mature...God, his reasonings now are so true i can't stop thinking if he's the Yeo Ching Wei i've known...Well, i believe that when one grows older, one will look back and think to himself ,"why look back on the past when it's all over?" and "everything that happens in a relationship and friendship is always part and parcel of a life that we must go thru.If one's life is always so smooth sailing and trouble free, what's there in life that we can learn from?" True enough. Much that has happened in my life has indeed affected me. Both ways. Good and bad. I shall try to cope and learn from lessons in life from now on. I want to be confident that what i decide on will work out,despite how many objections ppl have or how friends or loved ones put me down. I shall stand by my decisions(and know that they're right)
in the matter of relationships or disagreements i face with fellow peers. I don't want to be swayed by how ppl judge me to be because i want to be myself, not one who's easily affected by others' views. It will be difficult, to be able to do all that but i don't want to look back on my life next time and regret about stuffs. I don't wanna talk about the content of our convo...But i realised that the seniors i know have made drastic changes in their lives...Perhaps it's the change of environment that has instigated their changes....=)


Been serving creative.com and ipod sites for the past half hour...Wonderin which mp3 to get.Comparing the features and prices..=D Daddy promised me...But until now...he hasn't shown any enthusiasm about really getting one for me....so i'm gonna bug him!!! =p
some hearts are meant to be broken;;