;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

7:48 PM

I feel empty inside~ it's a kind of feeling which is really disturbin. I've lost my self confidence all of a sudden. I suddenly feel i'm not good for anyone or for anything. Sighx. What's happenin to me. Every morning, i look at the mirror and i tink to myself,"This gal is so damn useless, never does anything right and never fails to make people dislike her." Urgh, dammit. What's happening to Rena. Shit. I'm gonna be losing myself, my personality, my friends, my family and my loved one if this carries on. Why am i beginning to feel so much like a failure in life? I suddenly feel that i will never be on par with anyone else.I'm losing confidence on the outside and the inside of me. WHY!!?? I tell people not to be so pessimistic but now, i guess i'm the pessimist. Somebody free me!!! "


-g.o.n.e-
some hearts are meant to be broken;;