;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

7:19 PM

Free

I see the morning glory
It winds upon the tree
It tells the untold story of how things were meant to be
You saw the universe
Caught up in desperate dreams
You came and changed the ending
Changed it to save my fate
You led the revolution
You left your legacy
Embraced the struggle in the face of mortality
I know i'm not alone in this
Help mi believe


I can be free
I can be free from this place
Beautiful healer
Beautiful grace
Help me to see
Everything fall into place
Wake me up from dreaming
No more decievin
Break these chains


[adapted from Corrine May's free]

Stop lookin at me like i'm some kinda fool, for i am definitely not.
Dont put
me down,never,for i know i will never surrender.
You are the devil inside me who's in power.
And I know it's the pretence that's keeping me goin.
But i don't wanna hide behind my darkest fear,my darkest shadow.
I have to learn how to control, i have to learn how to cope.
These emotions within me will NOT take me over.
They will not pull me over. No. Never.
For i know i will have someone to love and someone to hold.


Stop pretending you fucking care for i know you don't. Dont put on a front in front of me. I despise you. Don't you realise everyone is tryin to make things difficult for you? Damn you. You hold no importance. Stop all the fucking back stabbin. Grow up bytch. STay away from my blog and stop askin stupid qns. I'll let u off for once. You ruined my mood real bad.Fuck off.

Love,
Rena

Ps: excuse mua language.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;