;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

9:42 PM

Damn. In a terrible mood now. I feel unwanted. Bah. Seems silly but i think that's how it is now. Fuck. There's no place for me now.Not even in my parents' tots. Not even in my friends' silly chats. Not even in your arms. Why am i feeling this way? I've no fucking idea. I've no life at all. Everyday's just plain old school work and more school work. Wishin for a little more spice in my life. However, now everything's messed up totally and morever, things are too complicated for me at the moment.It's hard to describe. Nobody's got time for me. Parents dont give a damn. Wonder why they gave birth to me. Muthaf. cares! All they know is to go play their mahjong and go fishing (yaya, new hobbie)almost everynight.Nag all you want. Shyt. He's always tired from school and spends his time playin his games to "destress".Bah. Lesser conversations over the phone.(oh great...i realise i add to his burden with all my nonsense.yaya...Fuck.) ^rolls eyes^. Friends are busy with their own commitments. Even close friends seem so distant now.(yeayea.And to that someone,"Dont think i donno how much u dislike me lar. You think i care ah? I despise u.Go around backstabbing me as much as u lyk larx. I've never even wanted to lay an eye on you anyway.Back off!Don't bother explaining what you didn't do because i'm not bothered at all. Unlike you who thinks every little comment others make will create an enormous impact on you.And hey, you know what? Don't expect urself to be the topic of someone's convo.Cos YOU'RE NOT WORTH IT...." What in the world am i living for man?


I love u bloggie. You're always der for me. Feelin pmsy. Shuddup. -.-
PS: excuse my language
some hearts are meant to be broken;;