;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Monday, July 18, 2005

7:24 PM

Been so long since i updated. Ha. Sorry bloggie, ignored ya for quite a while now. Been busy with loads of stuff. No time to chill out with friends, what more,blog. Sorry close friends out der. I know i kept turning down offers of shoppin trips and hanging out with you galx, but i promise i'll make it up!! Loads of stuff are piled onto my table, waiting for me to complete em. Urgh. You won't even wanna know how much stuff i have to do. Life in school has been rather dull lately. Have been acting like an "anti-social" for a couple of days lately. No idea why i acted lyk dat the past few days. Just didn't feel lyk talking to anybody. Well, i'm still in that state now i suppose, wait till i turn my "normal mode" on again. Haha, take this time to miss the crazy Rena you used to know. =p I'm on "medication" so i'm not as crazy as before at the moment. Haha. Lame. kk...


Let's backtrack.


Went for my class CIP on Saturday. Urgh, it was a tough job to ask people to donate to the Special Olympics. They kept askin if it was also an organisation linked to the NKF. -.- Urgh. Had to answer tons of questions. I saw the usual hangout i like to go, Bugis in a different light today. The usual busy streets of the Bugis village seemed so empty. Okok, maybe not empty but most didn't bothered to even take a glance at what we're tryin to sell for. Everyone was avoiding us lyk as if we're some freak of some sort. So the passage in front of me seemed "empty". Lolx. It was a good experience to see what kind of Singaporeans actually existed in this planet and how stingy they were with jus 10 cents. Some would jus refuse nicely but others would jus ignore you as though you're not there. Worst scenario, shout vulgarities at you askin you to back off. Yes, it's that bad. Well, i realised that the generous ones were normally the caucasians. One even offered to go back to the hotel to get more coins. =) Most of dis ah mohs donated an average of 1 buck to 2. However, Singaporeans donated an average of about 20cents - 1 buck for my case. Well, one auntie donated 10cents and she said, "can take more stickers not ah? For my son and daughter so ppl won ask us again. Thank you hor!" Before i could possibly answer, she walked away with 4 stickers taken from my can . I felt lyk shoutin," SELF-SERVICE AH AUNTIE!KNN! WEAR PRADA SHOES NO MONEY DONATE AH!?DAUGHTER GOT MONEY GO CURL HAIR NO MONEY AH! SON GOT HANDPHONE YOU NO MONEY AH! ^%*& " phew~ but i kept dat to myself. haha. =x *I promise i'd help people doin flag day from now on if i have enough coins on me.* Lolx...~ lalalala~


Spent my weekends with weibin...Wee~it's been so long since we could spend 2 days in a row togher. Watched Fantastic 4 on sat at suntec...Accompanied him to his soccer on Sun~ Completed 2 books in a week~ Muahah~ More to come REna~!! ^.^


Bloody shit. I feel so extremely guilty again. Lost the ring for the 2nd time. Fuck. I hate myself for being so careless. Arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Although weibin claimed it's ok, i think otherwise. Sighx. REna!!!!! *!slap!*!slap!*!slap!*!slap!* Hainx. I hope i'll find it someday. Or i would need to get a replacement asap~ Sorry darling~ Hainx....sighx...STupid ring caused me to feel upset, caused me to vent my anger, caused a quarrel between us. Silly quarrel! MD~ Stupid idiotic me. Hainx!!!Sorry, shouldn't av vented my frustrations on you. I jus hope there'll be someone who can allow me to let off steam for the day. Bloody pissed with myself. I need someone to punch now. Right now, and when i look into the mirror, the person i see is the one ii want to hit most. Urgh. Fuck.*ah bish*


bye~~off to muggin~!CA week!
some hearts are meant to be broken;;